Welcome to California

Fourteen

Blake's POV

Saturday 10AM

I wake up from cold air hitting my thighs and goosebumps forming all over them and Grayson is already gone when i wake up. I take a look at the time and quickly stand up in shook because I'm way too late for work, only to be put in more shook when I see Mike sitting at my table.

"What the fuck are you doing here?" I say while putting on some pants and a t-shirt. "I'm not going to let you drive to work alone after what happened." - "Fine! Where you already here when Gray left?"

Mike's POV

Saturday 10AM

"Fine! Where you already here when Gray left?" She asks, while searching for her key that are laying on the table in front of me. I pick them up shaking them to inform her that I have them. "Thanks, but bout my question..."

She looks at me with her big brown eyes and she looks super worried. Gosh, I hate it when she's with Grayson, he's only hurting her and I don't want her to be sad and broken. I have to tell her!!! I know I promised not to tell her, but I don't want her to get even more hurt. But I have to waot for the right moment.

***

"Are you ready?" I ask and look at her sitting on the passenger seat. She nods. "I remember a few things. Like you and Cameron but I can't remember Gray. Can you tell me about us?" There's not much to tell, I think to myself and shake my head. "About that Blake. You and Grayson, you weren't ever dating. You guys fucked a few times and then he got another girlfriend. The accident, it happened on his birthday. Ethan, his twin told me that you were fighting and that you drove off and crashed."

Shit, I didn't mean to tell her that harsh, but maybe she's better off like this.

I turn my head in her direction and see a lonly tear roll over her cheek.

Shit, maybe she isn't better off like this.

Blake's POV

Saturday 10AM

"...drove off and crashed." His words hit me like truck. I can feel his sight on me but I don't care. A lonly tear rolls over my face.

Fuck, why am I so weak, why am I crying, why couldn't we just be.

I'm soo stupid.
I'm soo stupid.
I'm soo stupid.

"WHY!" I scream causing him to pull together. "Just for once..." I whisper and shake his hand of my shoulder. "Don't touch me!"

I lose my composure and start crying.

Great.

***

10:30PM

"Hey B, how are you?" Cam asks when I walk in. I hope she doesn't notice that I cried. "I'm good. Have you heard of Gray?" I quickly ask.

I'm not sad anymore.
I'm mad now.

And if I find him I'm gonna kick his lying ass. Gosh, I was never this mad before.

"I thought he was with you." She says and I nod. "And I thought since you guys lied to me together so you might know where I'd find his lying ass." I turn around and walk towards the door and just before I wanna walk out I turn around. "Oh and thanks for being such a honest friend."

I walk out the door and go to my car. Mike is still sitting on the drivers seat, despite the fact that I just told him to get on the passenger seat or out of my fucking car.