Auli'i POV
It's been 6 months of me living in Atlanta and my life has been hell my cousin and God brother was shot and killed my dad lied to me for 5 months and made me think he was dead my sisters been in jail and on top of this I still haven't heard anything about my mom. The only thing that keeps me going is Josh I love him so much, 3 months ago he contacted me and told me he couldn't stop thinking about me and i also never stopped thinking about him so we hang out on weekends and some week nights after school.
Jadas laying on my bed watching me try on outfits for my birthday date with Josh tonight "Thats cute so what's the plan" Jada asked "That's the thing i don't know josh planned everything so it's a surprise" i say "So are you and him finally going to you know for the first time" Jada asks "No I'm not ready and he respects that" i reply to Jada "And that's good for him, y'all better not be doing that" My Dad says walking in the room "Dad were you ease dropping" I say "No i was just in the hallway and it just so happen i could hear everything you were saying" He said with a smile "well I better go bye Lili" Jada says as she leaves "bye" i say and there's a long pause "you know this is my first birthday with you" My Dad says "Yeah...I mean if you want me to stay me an Josh can go out tomorrow night" i say "no no baby go out have fun with your boyfriend....but not too much fun!! But i got you a gift" He says as he hands me a little box and i pull out a necklace "oh my gosh it's beautiful thanks Dad" I say as i hug him "you're welcome I love you so much" he says "I love you too" I say.
Later that night Josh finally shows up and we head out and he takes me to this small hill that was really isolated that had a view of the city and we had a picnic that Josh had cooked all himself "this is beautiful and the food is really good" I say "thanks i try" He says once we finish eating we were just looking at the view and all i could think about was how this was the best birthday I've ever had and then he starts to kiss me and we're laying down on the blanket and we keep making out and he then reaches under my dress and tries to pull my underwear off and i grab them "no...stop" i tell him without breaking the kiss and because he's stronger he rips my underwear from out of my hand and he lifts up unbuckling his pants "what are you doi-" i start to say before he forces his lips back to mine "stop" i try to pull away "what I'm just trying to make the night special" he says and then he enters me and tears just flow from my eyes as this night went from amazing to horrible in 6 seconds and I'm in pain and trying to pull away but he has a grip on me and there's nothing i could do but cry.
