After everything was finally over Josh took me home and we were silent the whole way back. When we finally arrived at Carlotta's he leans in for a kiss but i move my head so his lips touch nothing but my hair. i walk to the backyard where my dad was living in a RV and knocked on the door "hey baby how was the date" my dad asked as he stepped aside and let me come in "fine" i say in a monotone voice "you don't sound to happy, what happened did he break your heart? Do i need to fight him" my dad said jokingly...little did he know i wanted him to kill him "I'm going to bed" i say getting up and leaving.
I walk upstairs and sit on the side of the bed and then Cotton walked in "hey sis how was the date" she asked and i just burst into tears "what happened" she asked sitting next to me and i just continued to cry "lili" cotton said in almost a whisper "I'm your big sister you can tell me anything" she said "okay...but promise you wont tell anyone" i said "promise" and i took a deep breath and got myself together "Me and Josh had sex" i said in almost a whisper "that's it...that's nothing be upset over get that dick honey" she said laughing "no i didn't want to and he forced it" i say through more tears "wait...he raped you" she asked and i nodded "i have to tell Dad" she says getting up "no please don't, i don't want anyone to know about this" i say "we have to tell" she said "no we don't...please don't...you promised" i said "fine" she said walking out and i fall back and go to sleep.
The next morning my dads sitting at the side of my bed staring at me "Dad what are you doing you scared me" i said half asleep "i have great news and i wanted it to tell you time you woke up but i didn't want to wake you up" my dad said with a huge smile "what's the news?" I ask "i got in contact with your mother this morning" he said.
