Adrienne is fed up with Billie Joe's irresponsibility with alcohol. He still thinks he can be crazy like he used to be when he was younger. But she needs a mature man who she can grow old with. She breaks his heart. BJ is devastated, but a savior wi...
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Tré's POV
Two weeks after we were watching a movie at home. It was pretty long but Billie seemed to be interested. I was bored, but also happy, that he was doin' well without any thoughts about Adrienne.
„Wanna eat?" I asked.
„Wanna cuddle." He said grinning sadly.
„Is it an offer to me or should I leave you alone with some .. eh .. stuff." I said as a joke.
„I'll be alright, just stay here. I don't feel for eating right now." He blinked. I fell on the couch again.
„So, what are we gonna do?"
„I have an idea." He winked and drew a bottle of some shit from behind the couch.
„You can't drink, Bill, you know it. When you do, you're depressed."
„Wrong! After I'm depressed! During the drinking I'm pretty fun!" He grinned.
„Stop, really. You have to stay sober. You are still emotionally unstable. Gimme that thing." I reached out an arm for the bottle.
„No way." He hid that behind his back laughing. I was happy that he was laughing but still .. I was worried. I wanted him to be healthy.
When he was moving the hand behind the back, I was trying to grab it. But it only caused that I fell on his chest pressing him aganist a backrest of the couch. That was unexpected and it really made me feel pleasing. I wanted pull myself away immediately, but he started tickling me. He turned me over the couch.
„There's your punishment, you filthy thief!" He continued that tickling.
I knew that he needed it. He needed to play. Billie was like a child. Unstable, stubborn and playful person. He needed to distract himself and „games" were great. But he didn't realize, what he could cause. His long fingers were dancing on my body with little pressure and it didn't bring me pain or laugh but it was a pleasure for me. I felt my body shivering and my heart started beating faster. I was looking straight to his narrowed eyes and only one thing was lying in my mind – how much beautiful he was.
„Hey! You're not ticklish at all. That's not fair." He took away his hands from me. I thought my heart's gonna explode. I peeped discreetly on my crotch and there was an obvious peak. Shit.
„You have to be kidding me." Billie looked at me smirking. Yeah, he noticed.
„Stop it." I closed my eyes awkwardly and I crossed my legs trying to hide my groin. He came closer. I felt it. My eyes were still closed but I could feel his voice hugging my ear.
„You don't have to be ashamed." He patted my arm. That only made things worse. „I can get it. You're single for too long. It happens."
Frustration rushed through my veins. It's now or never.
„It's not about being unsatisfited, you dolt!" I was still breathing a little heavy and the pain in my pants made me overreact. I opened my eyes and saw Billie's hella beutiful eyes again.
„It's not?"
„No, it's not." I needed to hold my horses. „It's really hard for me now."
„Literally." Billie laughed.
„Shut up," I laughed too, „I want you, Billie boy." I blurted out that so fast. I could see a sparkle in his eyes and also confusion and fear.
„Man. I'm a mess, but I know, how it is to be horny as hell. Buddy, I think you'd fuck every human being on the Earth. I'll leave you alone to .. y'know .. do your dirty stuff." He laughed again.
„Wait," I said sheepishly, „I told you that is not about that. I need to tell you something."
„Sure."
„But promise me, that you'll not be mad."
„Uh. Okay. I won't."
„It's gonna sound wierd, because you're right after the divorce, but ... let me tell you a story. As I told you, I've always had many problems in relationships. It wasn't the women's fault – mostly. When I joined the band in 1990, everything was okay. But then, I had very strange feelings about you. I didn't know, what it was, so I let it be. But it was striking my mind all the time. And one day I was prepared to tell you. The day you told us you and Adrienne got engaged. That stupid day. I don't want to say that I'm happy that you two divorced, cause I can see that you loved her. I was happy for you both, you were one of the couples who seemed to be together forever. But now, when she left you... I didn't take advantage.. but ... but ... and ... you know what I'm saying."
„You .. you ... oh my god. You have been inloved with me for so many fucking years?" Billie widened his eyes and he looked as his brain exploded.
„I have. And that was the reason why I wanted to be single. Nobody could replace you. And I didn't want to ruin your relationship with Adie. Especially when she got pregnant."
„Oh my god." He run his hand to his hair. „I caused you a lot of pain." His eyes filled with tears. Oh no.
„It's not your fault."
„Mike knew?" Few tears came from his eyes.
„Yeah.." I exhaled.
„So you do love me. Still. After everything."
„I love you."
He jumped on me like a predator on its catch. He held my head and kissed me roughly, pulling me on my back on the couch. I could feel his whole body on mine. Althrought he was light, the pressure was teasing me.
„Hey, Billie boy. You don't have to do this. Don't feel pity for me." I pulled him away a little.
„I just... I can't help. It's so turning on .. and .. confusing. I have so much emotions inside right now." He said.
„Spill them out."
„I need you. I have to admit that I love you too, but .. I love you as a friend. Don't get me wrong – many times in my life I thought about us in ‚that' way. You know, I like you. I can imagine this. I mean, I can imagine us as a couple. Well, why not. But .. I'm not prepared for something serious yet. I lost too much for being okay now. But .. I don't want to be alone."
Did he? Did he think about us? I couldn't hold my smile, I was just so happy. I was more than happy. I was excited. It was such a relief to tell him everything. And if he felt things the same.. it was wonderful. I understood him. And I was determined to wait for him.
„I have been waiting so long for telling you the whole truth." I smiled. The relief was so huge that few tears came down to my face. „Billie, I've been waiting for you basically for decades. I can wait for you. And if you change your mind, I'll be okay. I'm saying this cause I know that you need a space. Please, feel free. And .. you are not alone, I'll be here forever. You know that I'd do anything for ya."
„I know you would. So do I. May I just ... I really need you. I want .. I.." He was so sweet when he stuttered. He didn't need to tell me more. I kissed him.
„Come here." I took his hand. He followed me to my bedroom.
