I just can't stop pouring out my feelings in this book.
Chloe, I'm so sorry for being too sensitive. Sorry for being so awkward and idiotic back then, for being unfair, for not realizing what you've also gone through, for being selfish, giving you headaches because of my ignorance, how we fought back in fifth grade, for not realizing how much amazing of a friend you are. If ever there are some things I did that's unfair to you, I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry for disappearing without telling you. I was selfish and didn't think of how you are.
I'll admit, I was sad and depressed when you changed, but that was because I miss you, the Chloe I knew I was with.
I can't force you back into the things I still do, you know better than I do, I'm really sorry for being selfish. Please forgive me. I'm so sorry.
I'm so pathetic right now, after all I did.
I hope you won't forget me, because I won't. I want to treat you fairly. I was too childish and dumb not to think about you. I thought of myself too much.
I'm so sorry.
I'll continue my stories again! I won't let a silly mistake stop me from doing what I love! Just please, don't be mad.
I feel so bad.
I should give my time to you actually
I would if I had a chance
I'm serious
AHHHHHHH I WANNA SHOUT
I DON'T KNOWBHIW TO SAY THIS WITHOUT MAKING YOU FEEL WEIRD
BUT I LOVE YOU AS MY BEST FREIND.
I WANT YOU TO LOVE ME BACK AS A FRIEND.
YOU FUCKING BITCH, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
AS THE MOST AND BEST FRIEND I HAVE EVER HAD.
I KNOW MY STATEMENT THERE US REDUNDANT, BUT THAT ISN'T EVEN ENOUGH
LOVE YOU, BEST FRIEND!
