(Liam's POV)
I was about to kiss my best friend!!
What has gotten in me? I can’t want to kiss Zayn. He’s my best friend!
Louis: Why didn’t you kiss him you idiot?
Me: I can’t Lou … we’re friends.
Louis: And what was that about?
Me: Nothing …
Louis: Ugh … okay do whatever you want but be careful not to break his heart , okay?
Me: Why could I break his heart? He doesn’t feel amything about me …
Louis: Yeah yeah okay …
Maybe I have to talk to Zayn … I climbed up the stairs , heading to the guest room where he was. He was sleeping , like an angel … Anyway , I sat beside him and poke him softly.
Me: Zayn?
No response.
Me: Zaynie?
Louis: Mhm?
Me: Wake up Zaynie, please.
He got up and looked at me.
Me: I’m sorry Zayn … for … what happened before.
Zayn: Nah it’s okay. Will you let me sleep now?
Me: Okay, but I’ll sleep with you.
Zayn: Okay.
I layed beside him with my head on his chest and, while he was playing with my hair, I fell asleep.
*1 month later*
It’s been a month since that day. The day when I was about to kiss Zayn. They day when we slept together at Harry’s house. The day I realized that I’m gay. The day I realized that I’m in love with Zayn (!) .
No one know, not even Louis. But today I decided to tell them that I’m gay. I can’t tell them how I feel about Zee … I can’t tell them that even his smallest smile can make my day, that I love him more than my life and that when I think about my future I imagine it being with him.
I went to the living room where they were all sitting. Louis and Harry were playing Fifa, Niall was watching TV and Zayn was watching a video on his laptop. I got beside him. He was watching a video of our bromance, Ziam.
Me: Uhm guys … I have to tell you something …
Niall: Go ahead.
Μe: Uhm … a month ago … uhm … I realized … that I’m gay.
Harry: Finally! You don’t know for how long we were waiting for you to say it.
Me: You knew?
Harry: Ofc.
Me: How?
Harry: Have you ever seen how you look at him?
Oh my Godness! Do they all know how I feel about Zayn?!
Me: Who Haz?
Harry: Don’t act like you don’t know.
He said and stared at Zayn for a while and then he looked back at me.
Niall: Guys, will you tell me too?
Harry: Come here.
Louis came with him and Harry told them.
Louis: Wow! You finally admitted it!
Me: Haha yeah…
Niall: When are you gonna get married?
Me: … probably never…
Harry: What do you mean?
Me: He doesn’t even like me.
Harry: Yeah. That’s why he’s been in love with you for 3 years. Idiot!
Zayn: Could you tell me too?
Me: No!
Zayn: Okay … I thought I was your best mate.
Me: You are! I just can’t tell you.
Zayn: Bullshit Liam!! If you trusted me you’d tell me!!
He got up and started running out of the flat … Perfect … I have to find him and tell him everything … But it will destroy our friendship …
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This part was actually really boring but I prommise, we'll have some ziam action at the next one. Love you all <3.
