(Zayn's POV)
Why is everything so tough for me?! Why can’t I be a normal person who’s in love with his gf? Why do I have to be gay?
I always knew I was somehow bi and I have accepted it but when I took part in the X Factor everything turned upside down. I met my best friend , with who it happens to be in the same band … Liam. That’s when I realized I was gay. I fell for Liam and his sweet eyes , his beautiful face , his smile , his voice , his body , his everything. And I’m tired of pretending that everything’s okay and that there’s nothing going on. I’m tired of telling to everyone that I’m in love with Perrie. That’s why I told EVERYTHING to Harry. Fortunatelly nor did he shout at me neither did he looked at me like I was and alien. He’s the only person I trust , besides Liam. It’s not that Niall and Louis aren’t fantastic friends but Niall is too carefree and Louis can’t keep a secret , except it has to do with Liam. Only Liam trusts him from all of us.
Niall: Hey , don’t we go to our houses?
Harry: Actually , do you want to come watch a move and play some games to my flat?
All of us: Yeah!
We got in Harry’s car and in 15 minutes we were there. Unfortunatelly it was Louis’ turn to choose a movie and he choosed the ‘Saw 3’ , and I’m so scared of thrillers.
Me: Guys? Canwenotwatchit?
Liam: Why?
Me: I’mscared.
Liam: He’sright. Let’s not watch it.
Also , another thing that I adore about Liam is that he’s so protective.
Niall: Okay , let’s not watch it. But can we play a game I know?
Louis: Yeah!
Niall: Well , the rules are simple. We have to put some drinks in front of us and someone is going to say something that never happened to him. But if that something has happened to someone , he’ll have to drink some of his drink.
We all agreed and sat in a circle on the floor and put some Bacardi in front of us.
Niall: I have never happened to want one of your gf’s.
No one drunk.
Louis: I have never kissed a boy.
Oh! Why did he have to say that?! One day me and Liam accidentally kissed. We both took a slip of our drinks.
Harry: You two kissed eachother?
Liam: Yeah…
Niall: When are we gonna have the wedding lover boys?
Louis looked at me strangely …
Me: Uhm … Niall , you know , we’re both straight.
Harry: Yeah yeah whatever , let’s keep going.
Louis: I’ve never had a crush on one of you …
Ugh perfect!
From the corner of my eye I saw Liam drinking from his Bacardi. But , Liam is straight! How could he have a crush on one of us?!
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Well , it's actually really hard to post this fanfic bc I first wrote in greek and now I have to translate it and I don't have much time to do so , but I prommise I'll be posting whenever I'll have the chance. I need your feedback and your votes babies. Love you all xx <3
