My bad girl, her player

Chapter 19

Megan's pov

Ihad finally done it. I had finally put a bullet in my own flesh and blood, and what made it worse? I didnt feel guilty in the slightest. I was actually relieved. I pulled out my cell, dialing my brothers number, we had to get rid of the body before someone drew suspicion. I explained what had happened and moments later he was opening the front door of the pub. He entered and behind him was  Arran's parents, both looking determined.

"Right, use the sheets in the corner to move the body onto, Hayden, start digging out back." Daniella ordered before she walked towards Arran. "He's still breating," She looked at me. "We need to get him to a hospital." She said and I nodded. 

"If they ask, he was a casualty in a shoot out between two gangs." She said and I nodded, following her out the door as the boys began to get rid of the evidence. 

I felt bad. What if I lost him?! Then my fathers murder would have meant nothing, he was the only reason I was still fighting, still here. Because at the end of the day he was all that mattered, the only thing that made this crazy world have any sense. I loved him, and it was all my fault...

We drove quickly to teh hospital and he was rushed off to the Emergency Department/ Danni sat down on one of the solid seats for what was sure to be a long and desperate wait. I sighed,before turning to face her. "Danni, if he doesnt make it, Im going to hand myself in." I said and her head flashed quickly to look at me.

"You will do no such thing, you fought for your freedom. My son, my only son, fought for your freedom, if he doesnt make, he sure as hell wouldnt want yuo to spend a remainder of your life in a prison for the murder of a man that deserved it. Its not your fault." She said, and I could tell that by the fierce expression in her eyes, she believed what she said. 

"I just, he wouldnt have been there if it wasnwt for me, he could have been off with some girl that could have made him happy without hurting him. All I do is hurt people, its the reason my father is dead, its the reason the love of my life is in this mess. Its all my fault nad Im better off inside than out here were all I do is cause destruction and misery." I said, It was true,I had hurt him and he would never be able to forgive me because of it.

"He's stable, you can come in and see him now."

 

Arran's pov

Everything around me was white, I couldnt understand what had happened, or where Megan had went, but no matter just how much I shouted on her, I never heard her call back. For the life of me I hoped she was okay. She had to be okay. I couldnt loose her. Suddenly I could feel a preassure on my hand, and for her sake, I knew I had to return to the land of the living, i wasnt ready to kick the bucket yet.