Four Years || Taekook // Vkook [✔]

✿ f o u r ✿

j u n g k o o k

His lips were so close to mine that it was tempting.

I missed his soft ones against mine. I longed to kiss him, even if it was just for a second.

Just move a bit closer, Jungkook.

Only a little closer.

So close to feeling his lips against yours.

I felt myself inch slightly closer, so close I could feel his minty breath against mine.

Just a little bit closer.

But then I remembered the reason why I broke up with him, and I knew I couldn't kiss him.

"U-Uh," I stuttered, trying to pull away, but he silenced me by closing the gap between us.

The kiss was soft and gentle, and I enjoyed it.

But I knew it was wrong.

This time, I was the one who pushed him away.

His hands retracted from my neck and waist, hurt evident in his eyes.

"I-I get it," he said, not waiting for an explanation. He looked down and bit his lip.

I wanted to tell him that I wanted to kiss him.

That I enjoyed it.

But I let him go.

Taehyung got up and left, not looking back.

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"Where are you headed?" I asked, noticing him walking to the door. I paused the movie and looked at him.

He looked - no, glared - at me.

"It's none of your business," he simply said, scowling before leaving the house.

I was worried, I had to admit. But I decided to shrug it off.

After a few hours, I felt my eyes drooping and soon dozed off on the couch, too lazy to move to my bedroom.

❁

*click*

I heard the door open.

"Tae?" I mumbled as I noticed a silhouette standing at the door. The person chuckled drowsily.

I rubbed my eyes gently before slowly getting up and walking towards the wobbling figure.

"Jungkook," he said drunkenly. I pinched my nose at the smell he emitted. He reeked of alcohol and cigarettes. Then it hit me.

"Did you go to a club?" I asked. Before he could answer, he collapsed in my arms. I groaned and carried him bridal style to his room.

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"Stay," he said, giggling as he tugged on my arm when I tried to leave. I blushed, but soon slapped myself mentally knowing that he was drunk and probably wasn't thinking straight.

I sighed.

"Please," he whispered. He was already tucked in bed, making me want to snuggle up to him and hold him close. I groaned and gave in, mainly because I was tired.

And because it was Tae.

I went under the covers and faced away from him to avoid awkwardness. He whined and flipped me over so I was facing him.

"W-What are you doing?" I asked, feeling my cheeks heat up.

"I just want to cuddle," he mumbled cutely with his eyes closed. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer so our stomaches were touching, with only our clothes separating us.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and felt one of his legs over both of mine.

He then leaned his head against my chest and inhaled my scent.

"You smell nice," he giggled before falling into a deep slumber.

I felt my cheeks heat up and stayed there for a while, admiring his face up close.

I smiled sadly, gently stroking his cheek, a tear slipping out from both my eyes.

Oh, Taehyung. If only you knew.

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A/N

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^ ik I'm late but I wrote this yesterday and republished it today 😂

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