Four Years || Taekook // Vkook [✔]

✿ t w e l v e ✿

j u n g k o o k

My eyes fluttered opened to see Taehyung's face. I blushed when I realised that both our arms were in the same position as last night.

I didn't want to move, so I laid there, admiring his beautiful face.

I sighed softly.

"Would you still love me if you knew?" I whispered under my breath. I didn't exactly want him to hear it, even though the question was obviously meant for him.

I sighed, my thumb unconsciously grazing over his lower lip softly.

I've missed you, Tae.

I've missed you since I broke up with you.

I missed hugging you.

I missed feeling your lips against mine.

I missed seeing your boxy smile.

And now that you're with me, I wish I never came back.

"Why are you crying, Kookie?" Tae's deep and soothing voice brought me back to reality.

I didn't realise that I was crying.

He frowned at me, caressing my cheeks with his thumbs and wiping away my tears.

I smiled at him as if to reassure him that I was fine. He wasn't convinced.

"Hey, hey. Don't cry," he soothed. He gently pulled my head onto his chest and whispered sweet nothings into my ear.

I calmed down. Even after all these years, he still remembered how to calm me down.

My tears stained his shirt. I apologized sheepishly, pulling away from the hug.

He chuckled and flashed his boxy smile.

"It's alright, Kookie. Now, why were you crying?"

I felt my breathing hitch.

Should I tell him?

"I-I had a nightmare," I lied.

"Aww it's alright, Kookie. I'm here," he said, pinching my cheeks. I giggled uneasily.

"Y-Yah! Tae, I'm hungry," I said, trying to get as far away as possible from him. I pushed him softly and got off the bed, stretching my limbs.

He groaned and got off lazily.

"Should I cook?" he offered. I looked at him, raising an eyebrow.

"I'm not that bad," he said, slapping my arm playfully. "Or you could call Jin hyung?"

I shook my head. "He's probably with Namjoon hyung."

Tae nodded.

"I'll cook," I said, smiling and going downstairs before he could protest.

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As I was flipping the pancakes, I felt a pair of hands wrap around my waist and a chin on my shoulder.

"Pancakes?" He asked excitedly. I gigled and nodded. I had to admit, I loved the position we were in, but I knew I was just leading him on.

"T-Tae," I said, sighing. I peeled his hands off me gently. He backed away slowly and looked at me, confused.

"I-I told you. I d-don't love you anymore. And... And I'd appreciate if you'd stop... Acting as if we're... A c-couple," I said, turning off the stove behind me and sighing.

I looked down and bit my lip to stop the tears from flowing down.

I dared myself to look up and regretted it instantly.

Taehyung looked emotionless, as if all the life from him had been drained out.

I mentally slapped myself for hurting him. I wanted to hug him and tell him that I didn't mean it.

I took a step forward, but he took a step back, holding up his hand.

"Don't," he said.

"Tae-"

"No, Jungkook. I-I get it. I'll stop," he said before taking a seat at the dining table and pulling out his phone.

I sighed, held in my tears and plated the pancakes, which were now getting cold.

❁

t a e h y u n g

After an excruciatingly awkward breakfast, I went back to my room, sat on my bed and cried silently.

I locked my door in case he came in.

I didn't want to see him.

And I certainly didn't want him to see me cry.

"Fuck," I swore with tears streaming down my cheeks. I rubbed my tears away with the back of my hand. "Don't fucking cry, Tae. You should've known. He told you before that he didn't love you."

More tears.

"And I got over him a long time ago."

I closed my eyes and let the tears fall onto my lap.

"Then why does it hurt so much?"

❁

A/N

Heyo! I'm still so happy about the news from yesterday! YEEEEET >v<

So basically, I found out last night that Minho and Felix (from stray kids) got a second chance from JYP! They have a chance to debut as 9 (((o(*ﾟ▽ﾟ*)o)))

Anyway, enough of that ^ lol. Thanks for reading till the end! Have a nice day / afternoon / night :)

Also I decided to do a double update bc why not amirite

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