(was limpidity, just changed the name and cover)
it's more than harassment.
it's more than stress.
it's more than heart break.
everyone encounters something in their life that turns it around completely.
others for the good, majority for the bad.
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the car ride was hell. Jimin could see the passion is Jin's eye's, he was worried. it has been 2 weeks, Jin thought there was process, obviously wrong. Jimin was falling back into old habits, but it seemed like a never ending hole he jumped into, with nothing to save him.
Jin started to become anxious, starting to fidget with the steering wheel, tapping it. Jimin observed his hyungs behaviour and spoke up.
"you know hyung, you can smoke while im here" he said calmly, his face still a rose red from his explanation.
"no. second-hand smoke leads to cancer, cancer leads to death" the elder said with one breath.
"exactly"
Jin pulled the car into a McDonald's parking lot. his precious doll fell, he didn't catch him in time. cars were honking but he didn't care, he grabbed Jimin by his sweater, catching his attention and shock with one motherly glance.
"no you listen to me you munchkin, look me in my fucking eyes. i love and care about you too fucking much to let you go, what if you be a selfish little shit and die? what next? what about JiHyun? huh? what about your emotional, sensitive father of yours? how would he like to hear that his son gave up his battle with the demons, not even think about the angels he left behind to descend into the fucking pitch black nothingness? huh? what about your mother? the woman who gave you life just to know you threw it away, the woman who created your heart for fucking 9 months to know it had stopped beating in a matter of seconds? i am pretty sure her's would never beat again after that call. and what about me? the dead kid who is giving up his life to help you cause he doesn't want anyone to feel what he felt. you're my only friend Park Jimin and you mean the world to me, i fucking love you. seeing you everyday knowing you're alive and healthy warms my heart. if you ever died i don't know what i would do. Jimin you impact everyone around you. you might not even see it cause of how blind you are but now you know. you're lucky to have someo-" Jin started to wheeze. as he was talking tears were flowing down both of their faces. but he started to wheeze with pain. he let go of Jimin, searching his car. he looked at Jimin and pointed to his bag. Jimin unbuckled and grabbed it without thinking. Jin unzipped his front pocket and grabbed his purple inhaler. he took a puff and held it. one he breathed again he looked at Jimin.
"you saved my life so it's time for me to save yours"
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they arrived at their dreaded high school not to long after the event. what did Jin mean by addressing him self as a 'dead boy'?. he was surprised with Jin's words, what his opinion was and what he had to say. he had never seen anyone be so straight forward with him.
