Simon POV
I felt like my head was going to explode.
Literally.
Everyone and Everything seemed so....bland. The beautiful girls, Parties, Lights, Music-nothing interested me. And underneath all the laughing and gossiping I felt smaller than I had ever felt before.
"If u didn't have money, u wouldn't have anything"
In my head this statement kept repeating itself.
If tomorrow, I went bankrupt there would be no one by my side.
Sometimes I felt envious of regular men, they did not have anything close to what I did, but what they did have was real, stable.And me? My life was like a ticking bomb ready to explode any moment and leave me in ashes and dust.i even held my breath sometimes because I feel the slightest movement could break my world.
Or maybe I have no attraction other then my bank account, yes that must be it. After everyone's done leeching off my money, I will be worthless and discarded.
That is solely the reason why I speak so highly of myself, I want to keep reminding myself of all the materialistic Goodness I have just so my thoughts do not reach what I never will have-But no matter how hard I try when I looked in the mirror I see a man who is nothing.
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Fire & Ice
FanfictionDavid, under his sassy ,diva personality hides one of insecurities and anxiety. Simon on the other hand is dealing with a lot of work stress to the point of him feeling numb to life, also hiding his own fear of rejection and loneliness. These two me...
