A/N: hey guy sorry about not updating last week, i was way to busy. Anyways I hope this chapter makes up for it. Ps. This chapter may have self harm, if you are going through something and need to skip that part I'll put a check point to where it starts and where it ends.
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Camila's p.o.v.
I looked back to the room that my beautiful partner is in, I took a deep breath to prepare myself for the site of my fiancee laying in a hospital bed. I slowly reached for the door knob, as so as my hand met the cold metal handle, a shiver ran along my spine. I turned the knob and slowly pushed it open.
Cold air swept through the door and met my body, I slowly walked toward the middle of the room where Lauren lies in the bed. The doctor hasn't noticed my presence yet, I walked closer and closer. It seem no matter how close I get to her it all seems so unreal. Her hair looks so dry and fake, while her face looks like its made out of porcelain. Even tho I can point out many things that looks different than what they normally are, she's still here, alive and breathing, and I couldn't be more thankful.
All the sudden, Laurens heart monitor was beeping like crazy and the doctor with grey hair dropped his clipboard and ran over to Lauren checking her pulse and the monitor machine. He hurriedly hit the emergency call button on the side of Laurens bed.
"What's happening to her!!!" I shouted at the elder man. My eyes frantically searching her body, and the man's face and actions.
"Ma'ma you need to leave now!" he yelled pushing me back towards the door.
Doctors and nurses rush into the room behind me but all I can focus on is Lauren. All the sounds of the peoples feet hitting the ground while rushing in fades, as all I can hear is the heart monitor steadily going up and up. My vision of Lauren gets blocked off by one of the men that rushed into the room.
"Lauren!! Lauren!!! Baby please! LAUREN!!!!". I shouted as the doctor finally pushed me all the way out of the room. I went to run back in there but I felt arms wrap themselves around my shoulder and waist, preventing me to run. I start screaming and kicking at the person who's holding me back.
"YOU BASTARDS!!!! LET ME GO!!!". I trying to fight as best as I can, but I keep getting pulled farther away from the room Laurens in.
Everything in the hall goes black as I scream again.
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(Warning self harm)
Camila's P.O.V
I can't take it anymore!! I know I'm not better that him. Trust me I know that he can provide her with more warmth and comfort than I can. I know that I'm not enough for her, I'm not good enough. I know.
My vision is blurry and my ears are ringing, I can't hear anything and I can hardly see.....but I can feel. I can feel the sharp point at the top of the blade and I can feel the ice cold touch of the mental........and I can feel the blade slicing through my skin.
Tears are running down my cheecks, as my spilled blood is running down and off my wrist. The cool feeling of air hitting my now exposed opening on my left wrist numbs the pain of the cut, numbs my body, numbs how I feel inside.
(Self-harm over)
The bloody knife is on the floor, next to where I'm sitting. The bedroom door is open, the fan is on, but no light was illuminating the master bedroom. The bedroom where I sleep next to Lauren, the bedroom where we've lived since we graduated. Now the rug stained from mine blood.
I stood up on my shaking legs and turned around where I was met with a lifeless Lauren, drenched in her own blood. Her eyes still open looking at me in horror, her blood still poring out her mouth. I ran over to her, shaking her trying to get her to wake up.
" Baby please, oh god no, please baby wake up!!!! Please Lauren baby!!! Wake up!!! I can't l-live wi-without y--you b-baby". My desperate pleased turned into sobs. I screamed as loud as I could
"LAUREN"!!!!!
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Hey guys how's it going? Like the chapter if so give a vote and leave a comment if you want. So what do you thinks gonna happen?
Any ways sorry for not undating in a while....my Great grandfather pasted away. And testing coming up for school,I've gotta study.
I don't know when the next time I'll update but I'm already thinking about what the next chapter will hold. I'll post as soon as I can.
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