Remember

Not An Update

Hey guys sorry I haven't updated in a bit its getting harder and testing is gonna come up soon, so hopefully before then I'll have another chapter for y'all.

So as y'all know I've had family problems and yeah well I also have my feelings that is a problem. *sarcastically laughs*
So imma vent to y'all if you listen.... Anyways so I've been like head over heels for this girl that I met 2 years ago and well she knows that I like her and she's my best friend.... Well ex best friend. You see when I told her I liked her she told me that she didn't care and that we would still be friends but then things changed....we took a break from our friendship and she got a new best friend.....along with a boyfriend. It broke me.
   Now this was a while ago and as of like a month ago we finally been able to rebuild our friendship. I'm not her best friend anymore but a friend no less. She's still with that guy and no I don't like him, obviously. The only problem now is that I still like her....and it's gotten stronger that before. I could almost say.....nah its not a word I use. But that word is how I feel about her. Its like I'm an addict and she's the drug. Its killing inside that I can't show her how much she means to me.....I really want to know but then again I'm terrified to know because I know that either one of those answers might destroy me....or might save me. But I think that I need to let her go, and boy is it hard too but I'll just have to deal with it because I do (    ) her.
  I could rant about her all day long, she's the most amazing \ wonderful \ beautiful (in my opinion) girl in the whole world. But I'm not going to I'm sorry for taking up y'alls time of day for this but if you've gotten to this part and is reading this comment and vote. It means a lot to know that y'all are actually reading my story and that's both figuratively and non figuratively.

Love y'all ❤