Falling for Santana Lopez

Glee Club

Friday:

It's been officially a full week of school. And I have to tell Sam if I'll be joining any clubs and I thought about it and I am. I think I'm going to join Glee. The only problem is that I have major stage fright. However I want to do it because it turns out that Mercedes and Santana are both in it along with Sam. Small world.

Today I got up a little earlier than usual and walked to school. It's not super far like 15-20 minuets at a slow pace.

When I got to school I was about 5 minuets early. I went to find Sam and tell him about joining Glee. He was at his locker talking to Mercedes. It's literally perfect timing to tell them both.

"Hey guys!"

"Hey Bella, you ready to tell me what club you'll be joining!"

"Actually I am, I will be joining..Glee!"

They both looked at me with a big smile.

"Really!? That's great!" Mercedes said with excitement.

"Yep I just have to put my name on the sign up sheet."

We all walked over to the board and I put my full name on the board, "Bella Moore" . So I guess I'll be auditioning next period. Now all I️ have to do is mentally prepare myself to do this.

The bell rang and I went to first period. I told Mr. Schue that I'll be auditioning for Glee next period and he seemed pleased when I told him. This is because he runs Glee club.

I returned to my seat and Santana was already here. We started to talk a little but just like side chatting. And while we were talking I couldn't stop thinking about..I️ guess, well you know um kissing her. I️ know this sounds crazy because all my life I've been straight never once have I been this attracted to a girl. There is just something about her that I can't resist.
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It's Time. I'm up next. I'm going to sing "mine" by Taylor Swift for my audition. I pace back and forth, back and forth. I️ start twiddling my thumbs and running my hands through my hair. And repeat. Then i heard footsteps coming from behind me.

"Santana?"

"Bella?"

"What are you doing here? I thought you have Cheerleading practice?"

"I do, i just forgot my Cheerios jacket. Wait are you trying out for Glee?"

I️ nodded my head in embarrassment because she saw how nervous I am right now to go on stage.

"Why didn't you tell me.."

She stopped talking when she noticed that I had not stopped pacing and twiddling my thumbs since she walked in.

"Hey, it's going to be okay. You're going to do great, I️ already know it"

She walked towards me and grabbed my hands in her hands and looked at me straight on.

"I'll be right here for moral support, and besides Mr.schue let's everyone join so it's okay"

She smiled which made me smile.

"Bella Moore!"

"Break a leg.."

I️ smiled at Santana one last time before going out onto the stage. Every step I took made me swell up with nervousness. I️ had butterflies as big as the Grand Canyon in my stomach. Oh god I️ feel sick to my stomach.

"Hello Bella, what song will you be singing today?"

I took a deep breath and looked to the side of the stage and Santana was right there with a thumbs up. I️t made me relax a little, weird right.

"I'm go-going to be singing "mine" by Taylor Swift"

"Nice choice! good luck, the stage is yours"

I️ again take a deep breath and calm down a little before singing. I️ kept my eyes close and began to sing.
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When I️ finished the song I️ opened my eyes. To see that Mr.Schue wasn't the only one in the room when I️ went up on stage, I️t was basically the whole Glee club. I️ smiled at them, feeling awkward.

"Great Job Bella! We'll be posting the list on the wall Monday"

I️ nodded and walked back to Santana. She greeted me with a hug and said, "wow, you did a great job!"

Literally don't know why people call her a bitch! I️ don't see it at all!

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Riinnngggg

That was the last bell. As i was walking out of the building I ran into Santana. She was with Brittany, another Cheerio and Glee member. They are best friends.

"Hey, Guys"

"Hey" Santana said looking at me smiling.

"Hi, and bye I️ need to go now.. my cat just joined a gang and we need to talk"

And then Brittany left. Leaving me and Santana alone.

"So i was wondering if you want to come over and work on the Spanish project?"

"Umm sure why not"

We started to walk to my house and on our way there she told me about everyone in Glee club. When we got to my house, we went to the living room to set up.
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We finished the whole project in 45 minuets.
It was actually pretty easy.

"So what do you want to do now?"

"How about a movie?" I️ suggested

"Sure"

I got up and pulled out "The Notebook" and put I️t in. Then I️ went back to the couch. Santana and I sat pretty close. As the movie went on Santana dozed off and she ended up leaning against me. She was so precious, damn.
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She began to wake up an hour later. I️ was now just watching regular prime time tv. She sat up and laughed a little.

"Well that's embarrassing"

"No haha it's all good"

She smiled at the ground showing she was a little embarrassed, but it didn't last long.

"Is it cold in here or is it just me?" She while asked wrapping her arms around herself.

I quickly go up and grabbed a blanket. Then I wrapped I️t around her shoulders, and sat down next to her.

She smiled, and we looked into each other's eyes. We slowly moved closer together, and I couldn't help but look from her eyes to her lips. Then I realize that this  isn't smart. I pulled away and broke eye contact. She then looked at the ground and pretended that that never happened.  Fuck what did i just do?