secrets

chapter 9

Sash's pov.

I definitely felt it the whole weekend.

And today was the dreading day.

I have to face her again.

I so hope she remembers everything for sports.

I really don't think i could sit next to her a whole lesson.

I rolled out of bed and got changed slowly.

Walking down the stairs to the kitchen.

I noticed my aunt sat at the breakfast table.

'Morning darling' i haven't seen her all weekend.

She gave me a kiss on the cheek then started cooking pancakes.

The smell of the food was making me feel really sick but i should probably eat.

I haven't eaten a thing all weekend.

Or even left my room.

I've just been a complete and utter mong.

'Thank you' i said once she passed me my breakfast.

Steph shot in and out of the kitchen.

Rushing off somewhere.

I ate my pancakes then said goodbye giving Mavis a kiss on the way out.

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Once at college, i kept my head down the whole day.

I've walked past her way to many times today.

She's put her head down every time she seen me.

Until now...

'We need to talk... like right now' she grabbed my arm and pulled me into the girls toilets.

'Toilet talk again' i made the little joke but she wasn't having it.

'Where did you disappear to Saturday morning' she asked seriously.

I ignored it and asked my own question 'what are we doing'

I decided to head towards the exit but she stopped me.

She nodded her head then grabbed my wrist pinning me to the nearest wall.

'You can not just do that to me' i rolled my eyes.

'Don't roll your eyes at me'

'Just did' o huffed and tried to push her away.

She's way to strong.

'Sasha listen' she actually said my name.

'You can't just kiss me... then disappear...' she was being serious.

'I helped you when you decided to get completely bladdered' i chuckled.

'What's funny' she asked.

'You... would you like a fucking medal' she let go and sighed.

'Fine whatever' she turned and went to exit.

'All i wanted to say was... actually doesn't matter take this' she passed me a note and i just shoved it in my pocket.

She's trying to play head games and i'm not about this life.

She can seriously go have a good old laugh with her mates.

Who probably dared her to do all that.

I'm seriously done.

I need to concentrate on my own life.

Not fantasizing over some stupid girl...