secrets

chapter 8

Sash's pov.

I dunno what got over me.

I just grabbed hold of her and made out with her.

I've never done this before.

This is all new to me.

Where do i go from here?

Do i pull away and walk off?

Or carry on and see where she takes it?

SHIT!

I'm scared.

I pulled away grabbing her bottom lip by accident.

SHIT!

SHIT!

SHIT!

How am i suppose to face her not.

I shot out the room before she could even say anything let alone grab me.

I needed some water.

I went to the bathroom to clear my face.

I completely forgot i had i had makeup and contacts in.

'Fuck' i ended up getting water in my contacts.

I took them out, just then the door opens and there she stood.

She won't let me past.

What do i do?

Luckily someone needed the toilet.

Thank fuck they saved the awkwardness.

I need to forget this shit.

Drinks it is.

'Pass the vodka' i asked Steph who shockingly was stood next to the alcohol.

'You need to calm down a little on the booze monkey' everyone chuckled.

I just ignored him and headed outside to finish this vodka off.

I couldn't see, so i shoved my glasses on and threw my hair up.

At least they won't notice me now.

I started downing the vodka and it started burning.

'Fuck' i couldn't stop now.

I carried on going till there was literally nothing left in the bottle and i could no longer see.

I heard the door slam so i turned around.

I can literally never get away.

What is she doing.

Just then my whole vision went and i could no longer feel anything...

Next morning.

I woke up in shock the next morning.

How did i get here?

I don't remember anything after i went outside.

I'm in a lot of trouble.

I shot out of bed and straight out the front door.

Trying to dodge sleeping people on the way out.

Of course i see her spooning up to some girl.

Typical.

I walked as fast as i could around every corner and down every street.

Luckily it was dark still so no one could see me.

As i got to my house all the lights were off.

I snuck in through the back door and headed up stairs quite as i could.

So hope no one heard me.

Just then i heard the bathroom door open and just froze.

'Someones late' luckily it was only Alfie.

'You scared the living shit out of me' i took in a deep breathe and carried on heading towards my room.

'Woah where you off without me' he followed behind me and shut my door behind him.

I told him the whole night.

Well what i can remember...

He just rolled his eyes when i told him i lost control.

'well safe to say you definitely pulled a good one' i frowned.

'And secondly your lucky i'm babysitting and your aunts gone out otherwise you would be in deep shit right now' i sighed and just lay back on my bed.

'right get some sleep kiddo otherwise you'll feel it in the morning' he kissed me on the forehead then walked out shutting the door again.

I got changed into Pjs then crawled back into bed closing my eyes slowly falling asleep.