secrets

chapter 1

sash's pov.

First day back after an extremely long summer, i couldn't wait for it to end.

My summer has been the most boring 6 weeks of my whole entire life.

All i ever did was go on a family vacation then sit around writing my book.

No one actually knows about this book and i'm actually glad they don't because they would find out all my deepest secrets.

I'm excited to be going to my second year in college and actually have my own car this time instead of being dropped off by my aunt.

Even though the car is a piece of crap and constantly breaks down, it gets me somewhere and i will no longer have to walk a good mile just so no one knows i get dropped off.

As much as i love my aunt i just don't want her knowing i get bullied or for anyone else having something else to pick on me for.

I was up and ready for 7am sharp and ready to eat my breakfast my aunt made.

'The pancakes are getting even better aunt Mavis' i complimented her before scoffing them all.

To be perfectly honest with you even though she's only 34 she is an amazing cook and an amazing mother.

She thankfully took us in after my mother no longer could look after me and my little brother.

She's got 4 of her own, luckily 2 are old enough to move out.

I unfortunately have to share with the worst person in the house.

'Steph' aunt Mavis shouted at the top of her lounges.

I can not stand her, she thinks she owns the world because she transgendered 3 years ago.

She doesn't like any other transgenders, she thinks there all worthless and she should be the only transgendered.

i really disrespect her for that, as i have an online friend who is transgendered and he is the worlds most nicest person ever.

'I'm gonna head off, I'll see you after college' i gave my aunt a kiss on the cheek and headed straight out the door before i even seen Steph.

The second i got in the car i checked i had everything.

Luckily i did otherwise i would of just left it there.

Just as i got around the corner the stupid piece of shit started jumping on me.

'For fuck sake' i started hitting the steering wheel and kicking off massively at it.

Once again it too me a good 35 minutes to get the stupid thing starting.

The second i got to the college ground i ducked my head.

Didn't want people knowing the noise was coming from my heap of shit.

'Your late' i heard James shout from behind me.

I didn't even need to turn around to find out it was him.

'Where you going' he shouted and then sprinted to me 'loving the junk, it suits you to a T' all his mates laughed along with him.

I just ignored there laughter and walked towards class.

The second i got into the class everyone looked at me and the one that stood out most was her.

Everyone laughed but her.

Does she know i exist?

'Sit down please' the teacher shouted pulling me out my gaze.

'Ohhh ye-yeahhh' i shuffled in my stance and headed towards an empty seat.

The class carried on with whatever they were doing as i couldn't stop glancing at her sat right next to me.

What the fuck is wrong with me?

'Has something court your attention there miss Jones' the teacher shouted making everyone stare once again as i went bright red.

'Ur-mm n-noo' i crocked out then looked to my desk trying to ignore everyone glance.

'Freak' someone the other side of me whispered.

As i looked over i noticed a new face?

Never seen him before?

12:30pm.

Finally lunch time.

I don't usually like lunch time but i have finally found somewhere to go sit where no one knows where i am.

As i was heading towards my spot i kept look out for everyone.

Luckily no one caught me other then the little dorks that were already sat under the seats on the football pitch.

'Yo Sash' yes i know them all, what you expect i am the ghost to everyone else.

Just as i opened my bag i heard an unsettling noise up above us.

'Ew what the fuck are you doing under there' i looked up and no other then Annie was sat right above us.

She is literally one of the only girls in this college who will talk to me.

Even though she pretends i don't exist and does not like being seen with me.

The only reason why she talks to me is because her mum was friends with my mum.

She feels sorry for me i know that.

'This is were i come' i told her then bit into my sandwich i made this morning.

'You disgust me sometimes' she said then moved away.

I can't help the fact everywhere else i go i get things thrown at me and i never actually get anything eaten.

'BRING!!!'

There goes the bell.

Time to try get past everyone for art.

Yes i'm an art freak as well.

Thankfully i got to art with no hassle.

Everyone that i know is in this class which i'm glad about because i'm actually not classed as the ghost.

I am actually a person in here and people actually talk to me.

Just as the class started i noticed the classroom door open and in walked.........