secrets

chapter 12

next morning...

I had such a shit nights sleep last night.

Every hour i woke up from a nightmare.

I don't even know what the nightmare was about, all i kept seeing was my mum and all i wanted to do was message someone.

It's about 6.30 and i'm drained.

I can't stop thinking about what the letter said yesterday and i need to find out what she meant.

I roll over to the other side of my bed to grab my phone.

She's up early?

Jade.

'rude'

'you could of said "sorry for ignoring me" but no'

'morning anyway'

She has no clue why i'm saying that does she?

Sasha.

'Morning'

Suppose i gotta start being nice if i want to find out what the letter meant.

I decide to crawl over to my desk and get at least a page done for my art work.

Half way through it i get a text back.

Jade.

'Your up early?'

Sasha

'I could say the exact same to you'

'you were up at 4:30'

Jade.

'couldn't sleep'

'couldn't stop thinking of things'

What is she on about?

'Couldn't stop thinking on things' what even does that mean?

Sasha.

'Everything okay?'

'Need to talk bout it?'

Might as well be nice considering i'm finally talking to the person ive had a crush on for a very long time.

And my aunt did say go for it and not to be rude.

I wont get anywhere with being rude i know that for a fact.

Jade.

'Well i don't think you would want to know considering you've been ignoring me?'

My days i hate her.

Sasha.

'Alright then have a nice day'

I throw my phone onto my desk, shut my laptop and head downstairs.

Shockingly i've been up for over 2 hours already and im starving.

"Morning sunshine"

My aunt made me jump.

"Morning"

I grab a bowl and start making some cereal.

"Oh no pancakes today"

That's when my eyes open wide and i spin around in shock.

"Yes please"

She laughs then gets up and starts making the batter for the pancakes.

Casually just sat there playing with my thumbs when all of a sudden a plate is placed in front of me pulling me out my gaze.

"You okay darling?"

I just nod and start eating slowly.

Once finished i get ready then grab my main essentials ready to head to college.

Hoping my car starts i shove the key in and turn the engine.

"For fuck sake" 

Of course it doesn't work.

I run back inside and ask my aunt for a lift which she nicely does.

Luckily she was on her way to work anyway.

Once in college i shoot straight to my first lesson and get set up.

Today i decided to bring my laptop considering i never bring it in.

Luckily hardly anyones in so i can just chill.

It's training day today but i don't have anything to train for so i chose to come in anyway.