darkness is my light (remake)

goodbye

chapter four- goodbye

I now hold my diploma in my hands and I shall attend "pancougers college" that means I won't be attending the same college as Aubrey........wait! Why should I care I think to myself.

"hey Sam...... I guess we're gonna be separated forever...." Aubrey says. she starts to cry. then I start to walk away but I stop for a second and I turn around and say "I'm going to miss you Aubrey..." then I walk away. a couple days later my car is packed up and I drive myself to college. I'm now 18. I find my dorm room, and I lay Down. I sit there silently for a few moments then I bolt out of my bed. "I need to kill someone!!" I grab my grey coat of the hook and I slam my door open I look around and everyone's asleep in their dorm. I walk to a dorm the holds two people in it and I break the latch, I barge in their kitchen,and I grab a knife. they wake up but before they could do anything I slash them with the knife. blood flies everywhere. I run out of the room and into mine. I strip my clothes off and jump into the shower I was the blood of and then I burn my clothes that I was wearing in my fire place.

then I wander over to my bed and I go to sleep. I awake to the sound of sirens. the cops had discovered the body. I walk out of my room and they tell me to come to them. apparently there taking everyone into questioning. I arrive at the police station and they hook me up to a lie detector. they asked me all the questions and I was let go, I'm no longer a suspect.

fun fact of the day- sociopaths can trick lie detectors sense there so good at lying.

the next day comes and I decide to join the school band. they asked me to write them a song and here it is.

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I fake a smile   

but really my thoughts go for miles

you'll never see the real me

I'm all locked up

and you'll never find the key

because my real thoughts

are deeper than the sea

if only you knew what was going on

I've been doin life way to long

that's why I'm writin this song

I fake a smile

but really my thoughts go for miles

you'll never see the real me

   I wish I could just be me..

(this is my song no stealing!)

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they liked it and they said there going to use it...