The flesh covering my bones

Me and you.

My emotions are clouded.
My face burns.
This feeling of uncertainty and self hate swallow me whole.
But it was never like this.
Do you wanna know why?
It was you who made me gradually turn against myself.
From all these mixed emotions and all these sorry thoughts.
You're love for me was always a drought.
You go behind my back and tell people you love me, but when I say it back....
I'm the one who always lacks.
You run around and scream no
But you never express your real thoughts.
You go crying to someone else.
'I don't want her. But she can't be anyone else's'
Way to play with a girls heart.

But if I'm being honest....
You're always in the back of my mind and I can't help it.
You're always the one who follows my thoughts to sleep.
Why did you do this to me.
Why.
E.