The flesh covering my bones

Is This Even REAL Anymore?

I feel like I'm constantly living in a sort of dream. Where nothing goes right at all.

I just want to end this.

I'm sorry.

I've tried.

I'M SORRY I DIDN'T TRY HARD ENOUGH.

I'm sorry that I couldn't please anyone.

I'm sorry I'm a bad influence.

I'm just sorry.

I try to change, but I just can't and it's really difficult.

I'm still a teenager growing, wanting to do different things and experience new things.

I'm sorry I'm not pleasing anyone by wanting to experiment...

I'm sorry.

But sorry isn't good enough.