I'm walking feeling empty. NO! This can't be happening! It's all a nightmare! Giri is still alive and at home! John just got sick from the rain! There's no way- I!
My mom. She's picking me up? I ran towards my mother and cried. My head pounding, my heart thumping. My stomach aching.
I couldn't handle it, my mother knew that too. "He's such a DUMBASS!" I sobbed.
My mother cried, a little too. She knew how hurt I was. Mother choked up but was able to sound her words out, "I know baby. I know. Do you want to go home? Or go somewhere else?" I was sniffing and sobbing altogether. So my words became mumbles.
My mother still understood. "Okay.. we'll stay here a little longer okay?" She sniffed.
I bit my lips, "O-O-O-Ok-ay-y" I was so mad, but mainly blue. I felt like a jinx. I couldn't have any relationships with anyone. Or else they'd get hurt.
My mother took me home made my favorite home cooked meal and went straight to bed after.
I need space and alone time for sure.
