The Coldest One

Miloh

Tell me what you want from me
Take a look at what you see
Let me know if it's right here
Something you can have for years
Tell me what you want from me
Take a look at what you see
Let me know if it's right here
Something you can have for years

Sitting on the side of Kyan's bed, singing to the love of my life with tears in my eyes. It's crazy one minute we were all laughing and having a good time and now he's fighting for his life. I heard what the doctor said but I refuse to accept it. Kyan has always been a fighter and I could feel it in my heart he would pull thru this. Our wedding date is set for October of next year and he would be standing at the end of the aisle waiting for me. We agreed "Tell me what you want" by Mase would be the song I walked down the aisle too. It was our song and the words touched us both. Anytime it came on we immediately broke out singing and rocking with each other. My heart broke as I took in his appearance. It's been two weeks and he still hasn't woken up. His face was pale, his beautiful locks needed a twisting and some grease, and he had lost a lot of weight. Even in this state he still was the sexiest man alive to me. I just needed to see his beautiful brown eyes and hear that deep, husky voice of his.

You have to pull through baby, you told me years together. We still have a lifetime to go. You know Trav a hot head, he's ready to kill T's little boo. And we know my girl messed up in the head right now and blaming herself because she's our connection to Zyir. I want to be mad at her, but I can't and that makes me feel like I'm not loyal to you. We both know Tara has been through so much and I feel like she was just getting comfortable with Zy. Everything is crazy right now baby and we need you. Kicking off my shoes, I hopped into the bed with him. The nurses had already asked me the first time not to get in the bed, but fuck her. I needed to feel him close to me, the day Kyan was shot replayed in my head.

When the doctor came out and told us about Kyan's condition I felt my mouth go dry and everything around disappeared. When I woke up I was laying in a hospital bed. Tara and Layla were both on my side looking worried. Before either of them could say anything, the doctor walked in.

Welcome back Miss. Akers. You gave us a little scared. We ran some test, and everything came back good. I know this is a stressful time for you but for the baby's sake need you to try and take it easy. I could see my girls' heads whip in my direction out of the corner of my eyes. The monitors started beeping again and I know it was my blood pressure rising.

"B-Baby?" I asked. I had to be sure I wasn't hearing things. Here I am finding out I'm carrying my first child and my fiancé is shot up fighting for his life. I could see the sympathy flash across the doctor's face as she nodded her head.

"Yes sweetie. I'm sorry, I thought you all knew. You are thirteen weeks.I didn't say anything as she finished checking vitals. I didn't know what to say. My heart was aching, I needed Kyan to pull through.

"It's going to be okay Loh. Laylah whispered rubbing her fingers through my hair as Tara held onto my hand. I wanted to scream that is wasn't going to be okay. I wanted to personally send the bullets into Zyir's father, but I couldn't do anything. I couldn't speak. I closed my eyes and drifted off to sleep feeling lonelier than I've ever felt in my life.

I felt a flutter in my belly and smiled, placing my hand on my stomach. My smile immediately faded.

"What the fuck?" I shrieked hoping out of the bed. I thought it was my baby moving but it was Kyan's fingers rubbing across my belly. His eyes were finally open, and he was looking at directly into my soul. He started pulling at the tube down his throat. "Oh my god Kyan! Hold on baby, we're going to get that out. Nurse! Nurse! Running out the room to the nurse's station so she could help him. Watch out bitches, my baby is back!