Resistance [ completed ✔️book one]

Chapter 20

My emotions were more mixed up now than they were before, if that's even possible.

A part of me wanted Harry. There was this unexplainable pull to him, it drew me in every time i saw him.

What happened in the cupboard made me feel alive.

Not even just then, but even when me and Harry are just talking everything it's so easy and natural, for the most part. i just can't forget about what he did at the club and what he just said. The girl may have kissed him first, but i was watching them.i knew Harry was kissing her back. Not to mention that he just told me he wouldn't want a relationship, so basically he wants friends with benefits. Reminding me that maybe I'm not different from the other girls he's been with.

Shawn was a different story. Shawn made me feel safe, but he also felt kind of forbidden. I'm not sure if I'm attracted to him because i know it will piss Harry off or because he's an amazing guy. But he's been there for me from the very start, not to mention the feeling i get when i look at him. He's doing everything right, so shouldn't that mean there's no contest?

i don't know my head was starting to hurt, and i needed a distraction from this mess.

i decided to go up to the chart room. If the guys were holding up their end of the bargain then i should do my best to help them strategize against the Yorkers.

i went up to the room and closed the door, turning on the lights revealing the map infested walls. i think this was my favourite room of the house

i ran my fingers along the continents on the wall.

Harry said that Londoners biggest problem was their disorganization. They needed a plan of attack but in order to do that, the facts needs to be laid out. i grabbed a large piece of chart paper and began doing what i did best. Drawing.

All these ideas were flowing out of my head, for hours and hours i sat there drawing logos, weapons, maps and whatever else my hands needed to draw.

Harry's POV
It was almost 3AM and my stomach woke me up from grumbling, getting out of my warm bed and pulling on a pair of gym shorts, i sauntered downstairs hoping someone bought some snacks.
i opened up the cupboard me and Cel were in earlier and smiled, there were protein bars all over the floor. Truthfully i didn't even know they fell, the thoughts of what happened here was making me so horny.

i didn't see Celena go home, i drove her here so she must have taken the bus.

i shrugged, I'll just get her again tomorrow

walking back up the stairs i was about to go into my room when i saw a light on in the charts room.
Did a fucking Yorker sneak in here to steal our plans?
i threw my protein bar to the side and went over to the night stand, pulling out a gun we keep stashed there for emergencies.

i held it out in front of me, slowly creeping towards the door
How the fuck didn't they trip the alarms??

i stood outside the door, putting my head against it to see if i could hear those fuckers talking.

i heard a scratching sound, like someone digging around.
No way are they  stealing from us, i don't care who i have to go through.

i kicked open the door

Celenas POV**

BANG

i screamed loudly from the sudden noise, all i could focus on was the gun pointed at my head

"Oh Celena for fucks sake what are you doing here?!" Harry yelled, lowering the gun

"I'm drawing you nut case!!" i could barely catch my breath

"At 3am?" He questioned

"Oh shit, it's 3 Am?? i didn't even realize how long I've been up here" i said putting my palms up to my eyes. My eyes felt like i haven't blinked in hours.

Harry smirked at me
"What ?" i asked
"You've got pencil marks all over your face" he answered

He came over to where i was sitting, his thumb slowly grazed my cheek, his eyes locked on what he was doing.
i stared at his concentrated face, he was so beautiful. His hair was messy from sleeping, he only had on a pair of sports shorts which hung low on his hips, his tattoos moving in sync with the taunt muscles under his skin.

"There" he whispered, keeping his hand on my face

"God you're beautiful" he muttered, slowly moving his thumb
"Kiss me" i breathed, i needed him now

He paused for a minute looking into my eyes

He then leaned forward ,and pressed his lips to mine.

The kiss was soft but i could slowly feel it turn hungry with lust

"This is going to complicate things" i said between kisses
"Okay. Stop kissing me then" he mumbled ,
but of course i couldn't, we were way past that.

Harry's hands squeezed my hips and brushed over my thighs. His nose brushed mine and the heavy breathing falling from his lips warmed my lower stomach

"Fuck," Harry cursed "why do you have to be so addictive, Make everything so difficult for me."
His words were making my chest tingle, his raspy voice dripping with lust.
He grabbed my legs, behind my thighs to pick me up from my chair, i held on to his neck not breaking the kiss for even a minute
He set me down on the table, my legs still around his waist.
My fingers moved from the nape of his neck to tangle in his thick hair, pulling slightly earning a deep moan.
"Baby" he mumbled
His fingers went down to the hem of my shirt, he lifted it up, revealing my black bralette
"Jesus Christ" he breathed, eyeing my top half.
His lips kissed along my jaw, trailing down my lips to my chest. His strong hands cupped my breast, squeezing lightly making my moan

"Harry, wait" i Said breathlessly
"What's wrong babe" he said but continued to kiss along my collarbone
"This shouldn't happen yet" i whispered
His head snapped up, frowning
"Why not " he said resting his hands on my thighs
"Just a couple of hours ago you were saying that it would be too complicated. i said it already Harry, I'm not waiting around" i explained
He sighed "i can't stay away from you"
"Then do something Harry. But I'm not going to fuck around to get hurt" i said
He nodded and kissed my forehead

"Come to bed, you can show me this stuff in the morning" he said extending his hand
i took it as he guided us down the set of stairs to his room.
He went to his drawer and pulled out a t-shirt and a pair of shorts for me to change into before flopping into bed
The room was dark and Harry's eyes were closed so i started taking off my shirt and jeans, i had his shirt on and was trying to find the front of the shorts
"Celena. Can i ask you why you choose to fucking torture me" he mumbled from the bed

" i thought you were asleep" i giggled
i couldn't hear exactly what he said but I'm pretty sure it was something about having permanent blue balls.

i put on the shorts and padded over to the bed, pulling the covers up to my chin, shivering from the cold.

"Come here, i won't bite" he said

i scooted over to press my back against his hard chest, instantly relaxing.
i sighed "goodnight Harry"

"Night Celena" he replied pulling me close