I'm just done, like, I can't do it anymore. Everything fucking hurts and the pain just won't ever fucking go away. I just fucking can't anymore.
Lately everything has been shit for me, I've been extremely sick fucking coughing up blood and shit but no one fucking cares, my family is fighting again so my fucking PTSD keeps going off constantly and I just don't have have a will to come on Wattpad and deal with other peoples issues myself because I'm just so drained of everything.
I kept waking up from nightmares about my friends all dying or abandoning me, even you guys have been in my dreams and its fucking terrifying thinking that my mind has manifested you guys into my mind.
Overall I'm just fucking done, I'm fucking stressed by school and I'm stressed from my family and me trying to always be here for you guys; what's the point if I'm going to be shoved away constantly? There is no point.
Just fucking ignore this, I'm a fucking mistake anyway so no one will fucking care anyway.
