Okay so yesterday afternoon I was in a call with Http-GiantRobot
I had gotten a text during the call informing me a friend of mine was in hospital, about five or so minutes later I got another text saying my friend had died on the operation table from blood loss...
It took me a while to really process this so I didn't really tell anyone about it bah the people in the call I was with but now that I realise its reality...I just kinda...ugh..
I'm going to try and be as happy ad possible and whatnot as well...I didnt really know this friend very much I just called him a friend as he was a friend of my friends friend but I had met him once and he was pretty nice. Didn't get his name though..
Anyway, yeah, I won't be as depressed as I would be if he was a closer friend since I never really hung out with him, never really spoke to him but I still will be upset as he was counted as a friend.