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Road 3

Tristan's Road

*screeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeech*

"Tristaaaaaaaaaaaan!"

The driver got out from his car then...

*bogsh!*

He punched me. F*ck! They are just  wasting my time.

"Sandali! Sandali, sir!" Hinarang siya ni Klyde at Mike.

"Kung magpapakamatay yang gag*ng yan! Wag siyang mandamay! Gag*!

I wiped the blood in my mouth and stand up then I attempted to run.

But someone pulled me from behind then...

Razel and Niño are now holding my hands firmly.

I don't have time for this. Kailangan kong maabutan si Selene!

"Pare, huminahon ka muna."

"Sandali lang, Tristan!"

*bogsh!*

Klyde punched me. At kinwelyuhan niya ako.

"F*ck you ,pare! Bitiwan mo ako! Pabayaan niyo na ako! Pupuntahan ko si Selene! Hindi pa nakakaalis 'yung eroplanong sinasakyan niya!"

"Klyde!" I hear Mairra scream.

*bogsh!*

"Ha! Punch me as long as you want! But before that, let me go to the airport first. *sobs* S-selene is waiting there. She's waiting for m-me. S-she love m-me."

Selene, why did you do this to me? Sh*t. Lalake ako pero bakit ako umiiyak. I'm a man!

"Tama na yan Klyde." awat ni Razel sa kanya.

But the f*ck with this man. He won't stop. Ano bang problema nito?!

"Tristan! Iniwan ka na ng pinsan ko! Kaninang madaling araw pa siya umalis! Pare! Man up!"

*bogsh*

"Tristan! Tama na!" Mairra shouted then pulled my coat. Inaalalayan na siya ni Mike ngayon.

Niño is now holding my arms firmly.

I punched that bastard's face. How dare him say that Selene left me? Ha!?

"Hinihintay niya pa ako! Bitawan mo nga ako Niño! Just f*cking let go!"

Peri hindi pa rin siya bumibitaw.

"Paano niyo masasabi na u-umalis na siya, ha?! Alam niyo 'to? B-bakit 'd-di niyo s-sinab-bi sa akin? HA?! BAKIT?! N-napigilan ko sana si S-selene!"

I'm crying my heart right now. Selene, bakit?

Binitiwan na ako ni Niño. I am now sitting on the road. With my elbow on my knees and both my hands are now in my forehead.

"Wala kaming alam sa pag-alis ni Selene, pare. Pero itong sulat na iniwan niya ang magsasagot sa mga tanong mo." sabi ni Mike.

Mairra handed me the letter then I read it.

Dear love,

          Hi! I know that once you read this, I am now far away from you. My flight to somewhere will be 3:00 in the morning. I'm sorry. I want to be who I am. I want to achieve my greatest dream in life. And you know, its being a supermodel, right? I love you all. Sina Mama, Papa, yung bestfriend ko. I hope all of you will understand. I'll be back after 5 years, can you wait for me? Will you? I hope I have something worth coming back for. And always remember that I love you, love.

Loving you,
Selene.

I am now crying like a baby who lost his candy. I'm crying so hard. Its killing me Selene. You left me. You left hanging, love.

Can I still call you 'love'?

"Tristan. We know from the very beginning that this might happen. We warned you. But you did not listen. Yes, Anna loves you but she love her career more than y---"

"Shut the f*ck up, Mairra! She did this  before! But I stopped her! She s-stayed! She c-chose me over her c-career! But f*ck all of you! Kung 'di niyo ako pinigilan, matutuloy sana yung k-kasal! A-andito pa s-sana siya. Sabi niya mahal niya ako. Sabi nya 'yun."

I don't care if I look pathetic. If I'm a mess. I don't care about that stupid bystanders looking at our scene right now. I can't stop myself from making an outburst. I'm hurt. Can someone heal this pain I'm feeling right now?

A doctor! A nurse. Nurse...

A nurse, right? What does a nurse do? Cure people.

She is a nursing graduate! She... S-she's the only one who can heal this pain. But even her, the greatest nurse I know, left me.

It hurts. It f*cking hurts.