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Apology: #1 Junhoe

A/N: This is so funny I cannot wait. Usually, I would write the abbreviation of the phrase like Weekly Idol Special Series as WISS, but for Apology I cannot do so because it would be ASS ʕ•┏ل͜┓•ʔ  okay I'm done, enjoy the story!!

The glass falls to the floor and crashes into pieces. She stares at it soullessly, a part of her has just shattered too. Dad's voice booms into her ears,

"You are never going to date a celebrity!!! That's not a question! It's a demand!"

She nods quietly, rushing to get out of the house, to where she could find peace. The rain splashes wildly against her face, but her vision is blurred away by her own tears.

Banging on the door violently, she prays *Please be home, please*. The door opens to a guy her age, Chanwoo,

"Y/N____"

She pushes past him, barely make it into the room when she falls into Junhoe's embrace, the other members circle around them, concerned. Sobbing furiously, she mutters,

"I'm so sorry... I was not careful enough..."

Junhoe strokes her hair, soothing her with his husky voice,

"It's ok Y/N, everything will be fine."

He signals to his member. Half an hour later, she is sitting at the kitchen table, covered by towels from Jinhwan, holding onto Bobby's plushies, a bowl of soup made by Yunhyeong in front of her, and Junhoe waiting patiently for her to settle down.

"Y/N ah... what happened? Why___"

"Dad found out about us", she cuts him off. His expression changes, a stern look on his face. He quickly covers it up with a smile, fake.

"Oh, then we can tell our families about it. You know? Having a dinner and all."

"He is sending me overseas. Oppa, I'm so sorry, I should have been more careful. I... he couldn't have figured out if I had been cautious..."

"It's okay, none of this is your fault. Y/N, I understand. It's hard to date celebrities, your dad is just worrying about you.", he caresses her cheeks, she chokes up, unable to hold it back.

They have been dating for a while now, ever since WIN era, she encouraged him, along with his family and members, to persevere. All she ever knew is that she really likes Junhoe.

He sighs,

"If your dad insists, I think it's best to end here"

"What?", she opens her eyes wide in total disbelief. She thought about it before but did not expect him to let go so easily. This is so hurtful, someone might have stabbed her in the heart because it hurts so damn bad.

"Y/N listen, after all of this, I don't want to hurt you, this does not bring you any happiness. You deserve better."

She stands up hurriedly, "Guess I better leave then."

He holds her wrist firmly, rising to his feet, "No, stay, spend our last day together. I will send you home tomorrow. I want our last memory to be the best, not the worst."

Tears fill her eyes, it is such a sweet line she feels as if a fish bone is stuck in her throat.

After dinner, they gather around in the living room, playing truth or dare. Everything takes place as if normal, everyone pretends to not know, or not care. It is Yunhyeong's turn, she asks,

"Yunhyeong, do you have a crush on anyone?", the guys roll their eyes, Chanwoo throws a pillow at her.

"Aishhhh Y/N you are wasting the question, we all know that he has one!!!"

She turns to Yunhyeong only to be totally shocked as the guy shyly hits Chanwoo's head,

"OH MY GOD!! Like, finally!! Oppa I'm so proud of you!!!", then she reaches over her boyfriend to hug Yunhyeong gladly. Junhoe, being obviously jealous, presses her back beside him,

"Geez, I'm not dead yet.", Junhoe hastily glares at his hyung, "Seriously hyung, are you just gonna hug any girl coming at you? She might be some dude's girlfriend.", to which Yunhyeong just shrugs off.

Afterwards, it is Bobby's dare,

"Bobby! Hold hand and make eye-contact with Junhoe for 10 seconds."

Hanbin squeaks a bit while peeking at Bobby. She winks at Donghyuk, who replies by pushing Bobby into the centre, Junhoe is being pulled in by her. He opposes,

"Guys I am awkward with Y/N!!! Let me do that with her!!"

"Idiot! This is not about you! It's for us, we are having fun!! Look at Y/N, she's enjoying it way too much!!", Jinhwan mocks. Her boyfriend mouths at her, "You owe me this" before shyly holds gaze with Bobby. He might be a capable guy, but in front of his teammates and her, he shrinks back like a fluffy husky. She wonders if there would be any other girl who could be patient with him, who could accept his real personality: simple yet strangely complicated.

The game goes on a few rounds and it is soon midnight, most of the members have fallen asleep, except them.

She leans on to his shoulders comfortably, he has his arm around her waist, the other hand fiddling her fingers. He whispers softly,

"I am glad that you had fun."

"This is all thanks to you, oppa. Or I would be drowned in misery. You are right, my last memory of us is sure to be the best.", she pecks his lips, and he returns it gently. Junhoe turns her shoulders so that her eyes meet his,

"Truth or dare?", she doesn't quite understand what he is doing but it is so abrupt she answer automatically,

"Truth"

"Do you love me?"

"Yes, of course", his eyes lit up, she feels like sinking into them.

"Ask me, Y/N."

"Junhoe oppa, truth or dare?"

"Dare."

"I dare you to confess to me, like the first time you did."

He is quiet for a minute or two, she is dozing off. Closing her eyes, she thinks to herself *maybe he will not*. Since she does not want to force him, she slowly lets the sleep take over. However, he starts to speak,

"Y/N, the first time I met you, you were no special to me, I have seen better girls, with better bodies, better faces, better voices. But the more I talk to you, the more I find out, that though girls can have better appearances than you, your personality is unique. Like you have always told me how you find me perfectly imperfect, I feel the same way about you. I, Y/N, have fallen for you.", he pauses for a while, then starts stroking her hair, "You asked me to confess to you like I did, but I can't, my feelings have changed. Through the times we spent together, I realise that there is no way out. I don't like you, Y/N, but I'm in love, with you. I love the way you talk, the way you eat, though it reminds me of some starved pigs. I adore the way you like things that no one does, like me, the way you confidently go against the crowd, even if you are alone. On top of all, I admire how strong you are, to stand against every challenge, to be by my side. If I were you, I am not sure I could do the same to me. I know that you are more vulnerable than you seem, you need protection, but I can't be that man who can make you feel secure, at least, not enough, not now. I don't want you to struggle. I'm sorry, I cannot protect you. But Y/N, never forget, I love you. Good night, babe."

Tears are trickling down her face, she squeezes her arms around him, not caring whether it hurts. He taps her shoulder gently, placing a kiss on her forehead. No words needed. They lay there, on the sofa, eyes closed, listening to the wind howling outside the window, trailing their own thoughts until falling asleep.

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"Sorry for not being able to protect you. Sorry, I hope you live well. Forget about me, though it hurts."

A/N: I' still laughing about *ass* I have no sense of humour hahaha sorry XD

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