Why did they do this!?

Chapter One

Mikey's P.O.V.
I did it again. I 'screwed up'. They were yelling at me. Nothing new. This happened on a daily basis. "You idiot!" Shouted Raph. He had punched me in the arm, leaving a scarlet purple-y bruise. "Why do you always do this!?" Asked Leo, shouting. Basically what had happened was that we were fighting some footbots when they ran away and went into their van and drove off. I wasn't fast enough to keep up. But did my brothers understand that? No. "You let them get away!" Yelled Donnie. I just stood there in complete silence, nearly in tears. "STOP BEING A SCREW UP!!" They all yelled at me in unison. We finally went home and, as normal, i went straight to my room. 'Why am I so useless?' I asked myself. I decided there's only two ways to make sure I'll never be useless or a screw up again. The first way was death. I didn't want to die so I chose the second option, sewing my mouth shut. I waited until no one was in the kitchen and left my room, grabbed the sewing supplies and went back to my room. I sat down on my bed and got out a needle and some black thread. This will fix everything. But there's no going back once it's done. So be it. I put the thread through the needle and took a deep breath. This is it. I sewed my mouth shut. I had actually done it. My mouth was in severe pain and blood was pouring out. I cleaned the blood off and put on a hoodie so it was covering my mouth. "Mikey!" Called Leo. I sighed in my head. Here we go. I left my room and went to him.