Brave (ambrollins)

Hi! this is my first FF in English, please comment if it's really bad. I want to be good in this

“He is…really free” It´s what I think every time when I see him flying in the ring.

But that´s not the only reason because I think he is free. He said “I’m bisexual” to us since the first moment when in FCW we still weren´t really friends like now. I'm thinking about in this night in special because I know he is with someone in his room. I heard it when he arrived, maybe he is too drunk (he is especially funny when is too drunk). I can hear him…with he there is a guy and they are kissing each other and screaming because one of they bit the other.

I just can hear and smile because I can imagine how that will be if I…if I just let go all that feelings inside me …I don´t know why but he is…Seth is… I really envy the things that he does…not about Seth… It’s about his special-friends! Why I can´t just go and scream to the guy with Sethie to leave? Even if I know I’m in love with that pretty boy I’m sure I will never do anything to change it…because I’m not enough brave.