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Sam's P.O.V

My hand aches as I throw a punch at the wall, not caring about the pain it gave me. This is all my fault, she had a panic attack because of me, I shouldn't have took her down that narrow street. This is my fault. I bring my knuckles to my eyes to see faint purple and green bruises starting to surface, many areas of skin have split, covering my hands with my blood.

"SAM!" I hear a voice in the distance yelling my name; Mia.
"I'm so sorry!" I shout, running over to her and throwing my arms around her.
"I'm sorry I caused your panic attack."
"Sam, you didn't cause it."
"Yes I did."
"If I kiss you will you shut up?"
She pulls my face closer to mine and pushes her lips to mine, pressing me against the wall. I've wanted to do this for years, I'm surprised I'm friends with someone as perfect as her. She tastes so sweet and I can still taste the coffee she had at Maccy's. I turn it round so I'm pinning her hands to the wall with mine. I place kisses all over her neck as she giggles and grins.
"Sam," she moans.
"Mia."
"Fil's gonna see that!" She chuckles, pointing at the hickey I gave her.
"Fil doesn't need to know what's happening here. Let's keep it our secret," I hug her small frame.
"Let's go back to the venue, its for nearly time for VIP."
"We have to get you cleaned up first, Sam." She says, her voice dropping to a concerned tone. She takes my hands in hers and rubs her fingers over them gently.
"Why?"
"I'm not good enough for you."
"Yes. Yes you are Sam."

I follow her back to the venue and we go straight to the sink to clean the blood from my knuckles.
"Are you sure you're okay to play today?" Mia asks, dabbing some damn toilet roll to my knuckles.
"I'll be fine," I say.
"Good, I'll try and be side stage for this show," She cleans the blood off then kisses my knuckles gently.
"Now go meet those fans!" She announces.
"I'd rather spend time with you,"
"Sammmm, these fans have waited ages and paid to meet you. Also act grumpy around me and Fil to cover up this," she laughs and I nod.

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"Heyyy!" Fil says, holding his hand up for a high five, I leave him hanging.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah. Fine." I say, that was the last of the coversation as the fans were let in.

"Hey!" I smile as a girl walks upto me, she's nowhere near as pretty as Mia.
"I made you this," the girl shyly smiles, holding out a cartoon picture she'd drawn of me.
"Thank you so much, its great!"
"Are you okay? The other guys have been on social media joking about you always being grumpy?"
"I'm fine, don't worry." I smile and we pose for the group picture. The girl thanks us and walks off.

As soon as the VIP meet is over, I go into the dressing rooms to find Mia.
"Hey!" She smiles and looks uo from her phone as she hears my voice, thankfully we're the only two in the room and the door can be locked. I lock the door behind us and walk up to her, taking her small body in my embrace. I place my lips to hers and kiss her softly. We hear someone talking outside the door and pull apart.
"Mia?" It's Charlie.
"Yep!" She shouts.
"Are you okay in there? You wouldn't lock the door if you were okay," he says, her eyes go wide.
"Yeah, I was just doing a youtube cover with Sam and we didn't want anyone ruining it!" She shouts back and I let go of a breath I'd been holding in.
"Hey!" I shout to Charlie, we hear him laugh then walk away.
"Phew!" We both say at once, causing us to laugh. We return to enjoying eachothers company. I pick up a guitar and start to play A Part Of Me. We sing the whole song, her doing the female vocals and me doing the male ones.
"You should sing this with us tonight," I say, holding her hand in mine and looking into her hazel eyes.
"I'm not good at singing, you should know that!" She giggles.
"We'll stop doing this then," I let go of her hand and smirk.
"No, I'll do it!" She takes my hand back in hers and pushes a kiss to my lips.

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Word count: 768

chapter 4 ayyyeeeee

hope u liked this :) can't wait for you guys to read the unpublished chapters ;)

mia x

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