dear bts,
it's me, taehyung. so, i have decided on something, but before i finalise everything, i wanted to thank you all.
dear seokjin-hyung,
thank you, eomma. thank you for being the best cooker out there. thank you for keeping namjoon-hyung's clumsiness at bay (although a lot of times you couldn't reach him in time). thankyou you for always taking care of me when i was a trainee. thank you for always making me laugh, even if your jokes weren't that funny. thank you for always making me chicken soup whenever i was ill, and for always remembering to bring strawberry ice-cream home whenever you go to the grocery store. i really love you for that <3
dear yoongi-hyung,
thank you for helping me write a few pieces for my loved ones. thank you endlessly for being with me on nights that i could never sleep, your thighs are comfortable as hell. jimin, don't loose him ;) i hope yours and jimin's relationship continues and grows well, blossoms into something much more beautiful. who knows, maybe someday you'll have kids ! sad i won't be around to see them </3 i'm sorry i made you mad, but you don't have to forgive me. no one does.
dear namjoon-hyung,
thank you for always making sensible choices for me. without you, i wouldn't be here now. thank you for always taking me out for ice-cream, i always begged and begged. sorry about that. i hope yours and jin-hyung's relationship grows further, i hope you two get engaged very soon ! i'm sorry i won't be around for the wedding, but i hope it actually happens ! i love you both, i wish you the best ! <3
dear hoseok-hyung,
thank you so much hyung for being the sunshine that you are. for always making my mood better with your energy. thank you for constantly putting on little shows for me when i was ill, and thank you for coming on theme park rides with me even though you hate them. i hope yours and jb-hyung's relationship continues, you're both so cute and you chose the right guy ! thank you for being as energetic and happy as you are, i never wanna see you sad ever again <3
dear jimin,
thank you, to my best friend of over 7 years. thank you, for when i moved to seoul high school, for showing me around and sticking with me the first few weeks. thank you for always taking care of me whenever people called me names, and a huge thank you for punching that guy in the face, you didn't need to do that. a massive thank you for introducing me to one of the most important person in my life, jungkook. but, mostly, thank you for being your loveable, huggable self 24/7. stay with Yoongi, i hope things turn out well ! <3
dear jungkook,
i have so much to say, too much to say that i won't be able to fit it on this single piece of paper, even if i wrote incredibly small and filled every inch it still wouldn't be enough space. so i'm going to keep this short and sweet.
you have changed from being the person i never cared for to the person i care for the most. your once frozen eyes warmed up like my heart, your once unfamiliar voice became familiar and music to my ears. the darkness you carried with you sprouted into a beautifully breathtaking sunset, one that could never get old. your mouth that once spat hate now speaks undeniable love, your unknown feelings became known to me and only me. no words can describe how much we've both changed, but we've changed with each other, for each other. you no longer resemble the broken boy i used to hate, you're now the strong man i now love, and you always will be. i will love you and love you until you become unlovable, even when we're apart. even now that you've shattered my heart, your arms will always be my favourite thing to feel. your laugh will always be my favourite thing to hear. your lips will always be my favourite thing to taste. your scent will always be my favourite thing to smell. you will always be my favourite thing to see. another man could buy me everything i wanted, shower me with his own form of love, but it would never come close to everything you've done for me, past and present. and this is why it hurts me so much to say that I'm leaving you. all of you.
after you read this, i will be long gone. i'm not sure where, but as far as i can get. seokjin-hyung, i hope you continue to cook as good as ever ! yoongi-hyung, i hope you continue to write songs and be as swaeg as possible. namjoon-hyung, i hope you continue to make wise choices, take care of everyone for me. hoseok-hyung, i hope you continue to be the bright, energetic horse that you are. i'm kidding, but never be sad again please, your happiness means so much to me. jimin-hyung- yes jimin-HYUNG, i sincerely hope you grow when i'm gone, maybe you'll be taller than yoongi-hyung soon ! continue to eat well, please.
and jungkook, i really hope you find someone who treats you better than i did. i caused you undeniable pain without noticing it, and i apologise. but my apologies will never make up for everything i've put you through. i'm so sorry, jungkook. i'm so sorry to all of you for being the burden i am.
i hate to say but i'm leaving bangtan. i need a fresh start, but having a fresh start means leaving my past behind. and that means leaving you guys and bangtan. i will forever cherish the moments we shared. i love you all.
much love and good luck for the future to all of you. tell army's i'm sorry and that i love them all unconditionally,
kim taehyung
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≪ haha, what a beautiful christmas present.. but merry christmas guys!! if you don't celebrate it, i still hope you have a great day! eat all you can, and i hope you all had the gifts you wanted! ≫
≪ but, i-i, um, i didn't cry what.. what a beautiful (depressing) ending, aye? but yeah we've come to the end of instagram - thanku all for sticking with my horrible writing and actually reading this piece of actual crap- and i don't know what to do ≫
≪ do i cry?? do i celebrate??? do i kms????- no don't do that no one do that ≫
