Dangerous Intentions (Urban Love) #wattys2017

Chapter 9

Felicity.

Tell me about your past." Dr Brooks asked.

"How does my past has to do with this?" I asked. I was at my therapy session with my therapist.

Its been a week since I started to talking to her and since I started dating Bless. Everything is going well just still no solution to my problem.

"Well sometimes how we were raised and how we grew up affects us in the future. Tell me about your childhood." She said.

"Well I didn't have a perfect childhood. Growing up I was daddy's girl. He did everything for me and my mom." I said trying not to cry thinking about my dad.

"When he died, it affected us both deeply. My mom took it the hardest. After my dad she resented me, not to mention slept around. She bring home different guys every time and never had a stable relationship after that." I said.

"Well nothing explains why you might be like this, maybe its inheritance. Maybe that's how some of your family were like and you adopted this from them."

"But what do I do? How do I stop this?"

"Well this ain't a bad thing, it makes you happy and keeps you satisfied right? So what's wrong if you can't stop it?"

"I just don't want to appear as a freak. I just want it to happen naturally not all the time. I mean people become horny once in a while but me all the damn time. Its all I can think about. How do I remove this feeling?"

"We are different Felicity. Not each and every one of us are gonna be the same."

"Well what do you suggest."

"Go to your mom, talk to her about problems. She's your mother after all and maybe your solution to this."

I took a deep breath and nodded my head. What do I have to loose any way.

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"Well this is it. Wait for me here okay?" I said to Bless.

"You're going to be alright?" He asked.

"Yes babe." I said kissing him.

I climbed out of his Lamborghini and headed to the front door. I knocked on the door taking a deep breath.

My mom, Felicia opened the door.

"Mom, um can I come in?"

She didn't say anything and made way for me to pass. I entered the house slowly. It still looked the same. The furniture looked the same but everything else didn't change.

"What brings you here back to the hood?" She asked.

"Um, I have to talk to you about something." I said shyly.

"I knew you wanted something." She said smirking.

"Plus whose that man outside in that sports car." She asked.

"That's my boyfriend." I said.

"You? Boyfriend?" She asked surprised.

"Yes but like I said I want us to talk about something." I said.

"Say no more. I can see what's happening." She said walking closer.

"Oh my precious little daughter. Look at you, loosing yourself and morals. What's happening to you?" She asked shaking her head.

"What are you talking about mother?" I said nervously.

"You. Opening yourself for the devil. Look at you. Your hair is wet. Your lipstick is a mess not to mention there's a fresh hickie on your neck." She said.

I froze.

"Never in a million years did I think my daughter will come to me smelling and looking like she had a quickie on the on her way over. But what surprises me is that why of all people would she open herself to the most wanted criminal, evil person on earth."

I looked at her.

"Tell me that my eyes were playing with me. Tell me that that ain't Brion King outside."

I shrugged my shoulders. "Well its him ma and yes he is the man I'm involved with."

"What has happened to you Felicity? What happened to that ambitious girl who was all about her dreams and goals?"

"Ma I don't know OK? I didn't choose to be like this or feel this way. All I want and think about is sex. I don't know its just how it is."

"You are in control of what you feel and think. Control yourself and don't easily give in. Don't make him your puppet."

"Why do you care ma? You hate me remember? Remember the things you said to me when I was young? How you said I was useless and pathetic?"

"All the things I said were to build you. I wanted you to be something better than I am. You accomplished your dreams but ended them just like that. Sex is nice but don't let it to be just part of your life. Don't let it take over. Learn to close your legs"

"Ma I ain't opening them to everyone so you can relax. And that man is the only man I've slept with and will ever sleep with. So guess what I still have my morals."

"You love him don't you? I can see it in your eyes. Honey, I'm scared for you. You don't know what you in for."

I sighed and grabbed my bag.
"I have to go." I said walking away.

"Take care of yourself Felicity. Always look after yourself." She said.

I looked back at her and walked out.

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The End.