I Just Want To Survive | Michael X Reader |

14. the play

Jeremy p.o.v's

Once we realized that we were both in the same boat Michael tried to get Jake's attention. "Hey! Jake! This is gonna sound weird, but if I hold down Jeremy, will you make him drink this Mountain Dew Red?" He was trying to pin me down so he was grabbing me by my waist and wrapped his legs around my legs. All he did was throw the Red Soda to Jake. " Actually, that doesn't sound weird at all." Then I heard Y/n come out of nowhere and my squip take over her body and then state, "Up Up Down Down Left Right A" Michael looked surprised and confused at y/n, but was quickly disrupted by the noise that Jake made from the pain that he got and then dropped the crutches that he had "I was already pretty boss before, now I'm totally boss, and then some more, I'm living the upgrade. Plus check this out!" I was completely surprised. "It healed your legs?!" Jake paused for a second unsure of what he was going to say. "No. But I can't feel pain anymore."

Y/n's p.o.v:

I loved this show. They were confused. They didn't know what was coming next. I would soon be able to be happy. I would truly be happy. I then saw Brooke and Christine walk slowly to Jeremy and Michael not really paying any attention to Michael. "There you are, Jeremy." Then they sang a creepy tone that would be super cliche if this was any type of movie or book. They continued on to ramble about whatever it was but I payed no attention I opened the bottle that Jake gave to me before he left and poured all of the liquid out, well most of it. I wanted to taunt Michael and Jeremy for all that they made me feel. I looked back at the unfolded scene and saw that Michael and Jeremy were slowly trying to come near me to get the last drops of the soda. They  pushed down Brooke and Chloe and began to make their way towards me. They kept moving forward and when Jake grabbed Jeremy's arm Michael pushed Jake and grabbed Jeremy trying to move away from him. They reached me quickly but I dodged them, smacked them and tried running away from them. They almost reached me but Jenna pulled me up to a higher part of the stage. " I know what you're doing, Michael. I know what everyone's doing! All the time!" Jenna said. Suddenly I felt her accidentally push me and I fell on top of Michael. I was annoyed at him but glad that I had landed safely on top of him. Suddenly, I felt self-conscious and stood up moving away from him. I was so flustered that I had forgotten about the soda and Michael had grabbed it. "I just feel so connected to you guys right now!" Everyone said but me. Why didn't I say that? Was I not like them? We all huddled around Michael trying to grab the bottle, but it was as if we were playing basketball he threw the bottle not so perfectly though. It landed in front of Jeremy and quickly placed it in his mouth but then stopped. We all saw that Christine was walking towards Jeremy. From the corner of my eye I could see that Michael was about to scream something but I quickly kicked him and pinned him down he wasn't going to ruin this for me. Surely Jeremy would be convinced and throw away the bottle to be with Christine. It had to work.

I was now on top of Michael and had covered his mouth but he licked it disgusted by it I moved my hand away. "Why are you doing this Y/n? Why did you take it? Who are you? What did you do with the real y/n?" Michael screamed at me. "Oh this is the real me. Face it I'm better than before and I know what I really want I don't need you." I said smiling hoping that I had made him feel alone. "No. you aren't the real Y/N you can't be the real y/n. The real y/n is sweet and nice and cute. And you're just sluty!" I felt butterflies in my stomach he had called me, cute? Was I really cute? He was lying. He had to be. There was no possible way I was cute. After all I was a monster, I was nowhere near pretty or cute. I started to cry. One tear fell from my cheek and fell near Michael's nose. I closed my eyes I didn't want him to see my red puffed up eyes if I was going to cry. After that one tear spilled more decided to spill. Then I felt Michael try to move his hands and free himself but I tried to keep him pinned. Even if I was crying I wasn't going to let him win again. "Why won't you let me go?!" He screamed at you. You were completely gone. You didn't even care anymore if he knew you just lost it at that point. "Because you made me freaking care about everyone! Okay." You let out a small sob and then continued. "I didn't care about anyone all I ever wanted to do was just get through with this High School and get a job and just I don't know! But you, you made me see things differently. For the first time I saw what true happiness was. And then you played with me feelings! Who does that?!" You asked as you let out a small laugh through your tears. "And then the worst thing that you could ever do. You made me feel self-conscious! You made me wonder if I was good enough for -" you. I was about to say it but I cut off by a pain that I felt. I screamed and I couldn't handle it. I felt myself begin to loose self-consciousness and fainted.

random things:

So things went down...as in people went down. I don't know what to say here um hi? I'm sorry this took forever. um... okay I got!

1. I saw some comments and I saw some chains begin to happen and idk why that made me very happy. I just really felt overjoyed that people take their time to write comments on my story which is really heartwarming.

2. As I was saying about the comments apparently I made some kind of mistake idk but I'll check soon, someone mentioned that Michael and Jeremy were Juniors? I'll check that out and if it's true I might change it or I might be the lazy butt that I am and just tell you to pretend.

3. I love you all just saying <3

4. Apparently some of my readers are from Australia so, hello from the U.S.? (IDK if it's okay to point out where people are from so please don't kill me or anything.)

5. Have a lovely day/night and remember to do your homework or any other projects that you may have.