The Mysterious Alpha

Coming Home...

A/N~ Hi guys I know I have been a crappy writer I am going to try to do a lot more writing, I promise I am working on another book but it is not going to be put on Wattpad this time I will put it up on sale paper backs only, but I promise I will try harder to update more. 

                                                                                                        ~Nightmare Ally

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Jamie's P.O.V.

"Okay, so you can go home today. You just have to fill out these papers. If you have any questions just ask." The bored toned Dr. Harrison told me. He walked out with his little lad coat floating behind him. I rolled my eyes and answered the simple questions.

Name: Jasmine

Date: 12/8/17

Address: Alpha House

Medical Issues: No

Birth Date: 12/28/96

Depression: Yes

Other Medical Concerns: No

I went up to the desk and handed it to the lady, and politely said goodbye. I walked out to the side walk, not knowing where I am going. I bumped into someone, knowing that we are still in the pack area I ask the stranger with brown hair cut into a perfect straight bob, brown eyes, and a nice work outfit, it was a black skirt with a white button up. "Do you know where the Alpha House is?" I ask the lady politely, she laughed. "You don't know where you live?" She asked, "Um, I've never been down this way." I nervously chuckle. "Its a left on the first corner, and a left towards the woods there is a path leading to his house." She smiled politely. "Thank you very much!" I said with pure happiness, I want to see my mate and scowl at him for being an ass.  "No problem Luna." She said as she started to walk away

I start walking where she was telling me, sometimes I get stopped by people who have concerns and questions about the pack, I ask them to write it down if there is any paper on them or their children. They do so, and hand it to me. I finally get to the woods, I go behind a tree and strip from all my clothes and shift into my wolf. When I shifted I fell while trying to stand. I whimpered. I felt heavier and a lot bigger! 

'Kevin I need you I can't stand I shifted in the woods leading to the house. Somethings wrong!' I mind-linked.

'I'm on my way, I know what is happening. Your a growing wolf now, well done growing. You grew a lot, because your a Alpha Female now so your wolf adjusted to the height and power. Your wolf will be weak very weak so be careful!'  His stern voice boomed in my mind. I stayed still. Very still. My whole body ached and burned. The aching from the growth of my wolf. The aching was for my mates touch. I wanted to feel him trace his fingertips on my arms, thighs, or back. The way he sent pleasant tingles threw my body making me feel protected and loved. I needed him just like he needed me. 

I heard a growl, not a angry one, just a growl alerting me they are near just in case I snap at them or become protective of my self. I turn to see a big wolf that has lots of power, and I know exactly who it is. Mate. My wolf is purring in delight. I loved it just as much as she did. 'Come here babe.' I purred in his mind making his eyes turn a nice shade of black. He walked up to me, laying down next to me nuzzling his muzzle in my neck. Making me and my wolf growl in delight. The pain already subsiding. 

'Let's go home, I want to be more comfortable than this.' I whispered in his mind hoping he will agree. He stood up in front of me and walked behind a tree. "Shift and we can leave." He growled his eyes still black. I shifted and put my clothes on not caring that he could see me. He lifted me off the ground and spun me in circles, "I missed you so much!" He exclaimed in glee. I was still pissed off at him though. "I am still pissed off at you. I hope you know that. Right?" I growled at him. He put me down and sighed, "Yeah, I was a dickhead. I'll admit you can ruin any moment in less then five seconds." He growled and walked away from me. I growled so loud at first it scared me. He turned around with a growl of his own. Wolves come around us to figure out what was going on. "You are sleeping on the couch!" I yelled in anger growling so much that people started taking a few steps back. He growled in frustration, "Do you know what it is like to lose everything?!" He was fuming now, but what he said brought back memories of my brother, mother, father, and my old pack. "Yeah I remember being happy with my family and friends, but then rogues attacked and killed everyone forcing me and my brother to live on our owns! SO DON'T THINK YOU ARE THE ONLY ONE WHO HAD A BAD CHILDHOOD!" I screamed in anger, frustration, sadness, and love. 

He looked at me a flash of realization, knowing he hurt his mate. He took a step towards me. "No! Don't come near me!" I yelled, my wolf whimpered at all the flashbacks and memories, but most of all, how I hurt him. My mate. Wishing and pleading to be in his arms again. "Please..." He whispered to me from how far he was I think he only wanted me to hear it, but everyone around us heard it to. They all looked wide eyed as their Alpha begged me. "No you did this to yourself." I growled and walked away from him and the pack. As I look at the big house that I once liked to walk into, is what I now loathed to walk into. I just wanted out of here and to never return. And that's what I plan to do. 

I storm in seeing Mariana and the same blonde that he had his arm around, the same day I tried to kill myself. I growled and went up stairs, Mariana calling for me to come play with her but I simply ignore her. I shouldn't ignore her, I'm not mad at her, I'm mad at her idiot brother. "I gotta go Mariana!" I yelled from where I was at. I looked in the closet only packing a sweater. I walk downstairs and grab water and a couple of snacks.  I walk over to her and lift her up and send her a pain filled smile. "I hope you know I'm not mad at you, I mad at your brother. I will be back soon I promise." I kiss her forehead, and put her down. I walk out the front door sprinting into the woods. He never followed and I know for a fact he never loved me just like how I loved him. He will never appreciate what he could've had. He wanted more. Silly Alphas never know when enough was enough. "I Jasmine , Reject you, Alpha Kevin, as my mate." I whisper, a shot of pain went through my neck and heart as the mark disappeared. My wolf whimpered in pain at the loss of her mate.

Kevin's P.O.V.

As soon as I started walking to the house after calming down everyone about the Luna's breakdown. I got a shooting pain through my body, I know why too. My wolf is whimpering and crying for his mate to forgive us and take us back. I know she won't though, I was shitty and betrayed her. I ran to the house as fast as I could. I storm in seeing the chick that I wouldn't let go no matter what, but now it is time I do. "Leave!" I growled at her,she looked down and left with a smile on her face. I look at my sister who looked just as sad as I do. I know everyone felt the loss of their Luna. I felt it the most though. My sister came running into my arms crying from the pain. 

When a pack member feels the loss of their Luna it is just temporary pain, when a Alpha losses the Luna it's a pain that will stick with you forever. Never leaving you, showing you what you id wrong in your dreams and making sure you will never forget about her. I put my sister down and stare at her. "It'll be okay." I repeat. "Go to your room don't leave till Beta Jason gets here okay?" I watch her as she runs upstairs and cries. 

Right after that Jason comes in fuming, "Why'd you do that?! Are you just as stupid as I am?! Huh?!" When I didn't answer he growled, "YOU GONNA ANSWER ME FOOL!" He demanded, my wolf wanted to show him whose boss, but I know hes right I am stupid I am a fool. I let her go when I should've made her stay. "We need to find her! I need you to stay here with Mariana!" I yelled and shifted right then and there and went to the woods to find her. Please be okay...