I walked into school everybody standing in the hallway socializing amongst each other but I'm not one to talk so I quickly walked to class trying to avoid everybody as usual.
But then I felt my self being tripped "fuck" I thought before catching myself.
"Clumsy ass" I heard a familiar voice say from behinde me.
I stood up and composed myself and then I bent over to pick up my books that I had dropped. "Why tf am I carryinh books in my hand anyway🙄 that's what tf the back pack for" I thought subconsciously.
"Dat ass though" I heard him say. As I picked up my books quickly ignoring him.
"Can't you hear?" He said getting infront of me blocking my path.I rolled my eyes and sighed.
"What do you want nahmir"
"I said you got a nice ass... and who you rolling your eyes at?" He said. (Obviously he ain't watch 13 reasons why now what if I Hannah baker myself...)
"Preciate it , and I'm rolling my eyes at you the fuck" I said walking past him.
"Who you catching an atitude with" he said walking beside me.
"Are you stupid or something" I said he was getting on my nerves already it's 7 a.m!!!
He shoved me against the locker looking me in my eyes. Nahmir was nobody to be scared of he talked a big game but was all show and not show out. I smirked at him amused. He stared at me intensely searching my face for fear.
"I'm so scared" I said sarcastically.
"Fuck you" he said leaning up off of me.
"Hey nahmir" niki said standing infront of us. She sized me up and I did the same to her. Dont know who the fuck She think she is the queen of England or some shit.
"Wassup?" nahmir said annoyed .I took this as my opportunity to leave.
I started walking off but nahmir grabed my free hand.
"Uh un where you going" he said stopping me.
"To class dumbass" I said in a duh tone.
"What I tell you bout cursing " he said.
"You is not nobody daddy-" I started.
"Nahmir let her ugly ass go" niki said lowkey under her breath. It takes more than that to make me mad I shrugged it off with ease.
"Ight then take ya ass to class then" nahmir said letting go of my hand. I started to walk off and I felt nahmir hit my ass.
I decided not to say nothin because I didn't want to hear his mouth anymore today or ever for that matter.
I walked into my first period and nobody was in there since class didn't start for another 10 minutes.
I put my headphones in and started listening to music. Jocelyn Flores by xxxtentacion started playing and I sing along to it softly.
I know your somewhere somewhere
I mean I can do anything he can
Pretende were something were nothing
"Who in here singing" I heard another familiar voice say. I looked up to see Jay.
"Oh wassup dezzy" he said sitting down in the seat infront of me. I chucked my head up at him and continued listening to the music.
Jay was the only person i could call a friend.He was the only one here who acted normal with me.
"You can sing" he said turning around and facing me.
"Thankyou" I said a little above a whisper.
"No problem" he nodded turning back around.
"Jay I know you wasnt talking to that scrub" nahmir said walking in and sitting next to jay.
"Nah not really" jay said shaking his head.
"Ayoo whatchu listening to" nahmir said taking one of my headphones and putting it in his ear.
"You listen to x" he said a little surprised. I didn't answer him. He grabbed my face turning me to him.
"I asked you a question"
"Obviously I listen to x keep ya damn hands off me" I said moving his hand.
He picked up my phone and starts doing something.
"Whatchu doing" I said trying to grab my phone from him.
"Chill out damn" he said. Then I heard a different song start playing.
They Say lil nahmir where you been at I'm just passing the breeze
I been running up a check thats why these bitches on me
"What is this?" I said now interested.
"Shut yo big headed ass up and listen" nahmir said. I flicked him off and kept listening.
But I'm that nigga I won't never change rubbing off the paint
Smoking dank gotta uzi in my lap i let it bang
Free lil tay know he keep a K but he not Tay K I up the choppa let it blow and watch this bitch heat his face im that nigga
I listened to the whole song nahmir watching me the whole time.
"Whatchu think" he said for a second it actually sounded like he cared what I thought.
"Thats fye , this nigga got bars" I said. Nahmir smiled and handed me back my phone I looked at the screen as he sat down.
"That was you??" I said tilting my head at him.
"What otha nahmir you know" he said I could already tell I had boosted his ego.
"Well you got bars I guess" I shrugged looking through his other music.
"I don't give a fuck what you think anyway" he said with an atitude turning to the front of the classroom.
Everybody started coming into the classroom and it got louder and louder in the room. I took out my headphones and put my phone in my backpack.
"Hey jay...hey nahmir" niki said and she made her way over to us. I sighed she walked purposely stepping on my shoes and I took a deep breath rolling my eyes (everyday with the bs) I thought. Y'all probably wonder why I don't beat tf out of niki and nahmir , it's cause I feel like allowing ppl to anger you to the point where your not yourself gives them power over you so I don't get mad easily or often and most times idc enough unless somebody died is it really that bad🤷🏽♀️.
I stood up and grabbed my back pack about to go sit somewhere else far from the negative energy that is niki.
"Ugly bitch" I heard niki mumble. (Now why she talking about herself" I joked in my head.
"Where you going" nahmir said pulling me onto his lap. I tried to get up but he pulled me back down.
"Nahmir let me go damn" I said trying to get up.
"Why you bothering that girl" niki said rolling her eyes. You and me both know she didn't say that cause she gave a damn about me.
"Cause I can" nahmir shrugged. Niki kissed her teeth and rolled her eyes. Hope they get stuck like that bitch.
"Nahmir" I said with an atitude. He smirked at me.
"I'm not playin with yo dumbass" I said trying to get up.
"I don't who you think you talkin to but you better lose ya attitude " he said letting me go I stood up adjusting my back pack.
I walked to the front of the class and sat down.
