Dezzy's pov
"I don't wanna go!" I yelled over the music to ari who was pulling me behind her.
"I don't give a fuck what you wanna do ma'am that boy loves you and you love him and until you stop being petty and talk to him we gone keep doing this" she yelled back at me. I didn't say anything I was gonna be stubborn and not speak at all they can't make me talk to him anyway.
"We stood by the stage and then manny came out from the back taking us back stage.
"Wassup Dezzy ari" He said leading us down the hall.
I chucked my head up at him and ari said wasup as they started a conversation.
We went in the dressing room and I sat down on the couch with my arms folded across my chest.
"Damn she really mad?" Manny said looking at me. I rolled my eyes nah I'm just sitting her frowned up cause it's fun? Dumbass.
I heard multiple voices coming down the hall and got anxious hearing to many familiar voices.
Ari came and sat down next to me to make sure I wouldn't run or anything.
The door opened revealing jay.
"Ayee y'all gotta go only nahmir and glizzy can be in here right now ight we'll catch y'all later" he yelled to the groupies outside.
I saw glizzy and nahmir squeezing their way past people and jay slammed the door behind them locking it to be sure.
"Damn I'm tired" glizzy sighed out leaning against the door with his eyes half closed.
"Ayee Wait there go Dezzy!!!" He said hoping up excitedly and running over to me swooping me up in a hug.
"Where ya been lil sis I missed yo big headed ass yelling at me bout the toilet seat and food being gone and the remote and slamming doors and-"
"Shut up" I laughed hugging him back.
"I missed you to I ain't have nobody to yell at" I laughed holding him tighter. We let go of each other and jay came over to me and hugged me aswell.
"How ya been lil bit" he said messing up my hair and I hit him playfully.
"Hey don't touch my hair" I laughed fixing it.
"You so aggressive damn it's just hair" he joked.
"Mhmmm you can touch ari's hair though..he'll pull it if you want" I smirked at them.
"Shut up" ari said throwing a pillow at my back. I laughed almost falling over when I looked up me and nahmir met eyes. Then an awkward silence fell over the both of us.
He didn't even have to say it but I knew he wanted to talk to me alone. I nodded and followed him into the hallway while the others waited and talked.
"Hey" He said looking down at his shoes.
"Hey" I said back biting my lip and looking down.
"Uhh you look nice in ya dress" he shrugged finally looking up at me.
"Thankyou" I said looking up at him. He sighed running his fingers through his dreads.
"Look destiny you know I ain't mean to hurt you you gotta believe that I hate to say it but I love you I hate that I can feel so strongly for you the things you make me do its crazy another person can have that much control over what I do I killed Chris for you hell I started being neater and cleaning up and shit hell even went to school and started paying attention just so I could be smart enough for you" He said grabbing my hand.
"Yea I know I fucked up big time hell I wouldn't forgive my dumbass... but I really do care about you and even if you don't forgive me you still my lil baby no matter what you do cause you still got that affect on me even after you said you hated me when you got mad and didn't wanna talk to me I still felt the same I would still kill any nigga who tired you cause I love you that fucking much"
I just stared in his eye to make sure he was being honest and I could tell he was being honest and even though I wanted to say no and walk away he had the same affect on me and I just couldn't even if I tried ya I talk big talk but right now with him holding my hand and looking in my eyes damn it's hard to act bitchy.
I let go of his hand and shook my head.. I saw a sad look go across his face. I looked down at my shoes thinking for a minute. I tried to convince myself he was lying that he didn't mean it...but I knew he did. After a few awkward minutes of silence nahmir spoke again.
"It's alright... I understand I'll leave you alone...alright" he said walking away from me.
"Wait nahmir" I said grabbing his shoulder and turning him to me.
I pressed my lips against his and kissed him like it was the very last time. He put his hands on my waist and pulled me closer to him and I wrapped my arms around his back holding him as tight as possible.
"I forgive you" I said pulling back and looking at him.
He smiled before kissing me again.
"Ohhhh!!!!!!" I heard cheering coming from the door. Me and nahmir pulled back and looked at jay glizzy and ari standing at the door.
Realizing we saw them they took off running back into the room.
I looked at nahmir and laughed.
A couple months later
We finally finished high school just as the boys rapping career started taking off. We literally can't go anywhere without people recognizing us it's crazy.
Nahmir made it up to me a long time ago by just apologizing but since then he bought me a car for my "birthday" and I can say that boy spends so much money on me it's no joke he makes sure that I know he loves me.
Jay and ari finnnnallly stopped playing and got together thank god I was about to lock them in a room together if they didn't see that they felt for each other.
Glizzy found a girl to she is funny as hell and her name is jasmine she is cool people and has become real close to all of us.
Overall life is going amazing and I gotta say it's pretty lit to be famous still can't believe I have nahmir and my family people who actually care about me....the end
