"Dezzy you awake?" I heard nahmir say from beside me.
"Yea" I said turning to him.
"What time is it?" I asked.
"It's like 1:00" he shrugged.
"I got a question" nahmir said laying down infront of me.
"Don't ask a dumb question or I will pull your dreads"
"Always tryna hurt me" he laughed.
"Nah but foreal how come you stayed with Anthony for so long I mean you could've ran away" I thought about it for a moment.
"I mean he was my dad I guess I was Holding on to the memory I had of him" I shruged.
"Huh?"
"Meaning I thought that one day he would be the same person who taught me how to ride a bike or told me I could never have a boyfriend but he never did..." I sighed.
"I mean but at some point you had to have had wanted to no matter who he was"
"I mean...yea but i don't have any friends where the hell was I supposed to go?" Nahmir nodded.
"But mostly I was scared of him he already beat me and always threated to kill me if I ever left and I knew he was dead serious because that's how my mom died" I said I low Key on the verge of tears. I don't know why I was telling him all this we barely know each other but after the day I've had I just need to let this out.
"Ayee calm down" nahmir said pulling me to him.
"No nigga will ever touch you again as long as you with me okay and I mean that" he said running his hands through my hair.
"Thankyou" I said moving back into my spot. We stared at each other for a minute. Then nahmir grabbed my face and pressed my lips against his. I kissed back. Again what the fuck is going on here?!?
He pulled back and looked at me.
"You seriously have to stop doing the that" I blushed.
"How come?"
"I might actually start thinking you like me" I said looking at the tv. Their was another silence.
"Mhmm" was all i heard him say before he rolled over and went to sleep.
After a couple minutes I went to sleep to.
Next morning
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I woke up and nahmir wasn't next to me. I got up and did my hygein routine and walked downstairs. When I walked in the living room was full of nigga's i didn't know.
They all stared at me making me feel exposed.
"Morning dezzy" Jay said coming out of the kitchen.
"Hey jay" I said giving him a small wave.
"Damn you thick" one of them said.
"Who is she??" One of the guys asked jay.
"Yea alright we'll drop by in a minute" nahmir said coming out of the kitchen on the phone. He hung up and looked at me and looked at all the niggas looking at me.
"Morning dezzy" nahmir said walking over to me.
"Morning" I said he came and hugged me and kissed me which caught me off guard. The people around us cheered lowly.
"Go upstairs and get dressed" nahmir whispered to me licking his lips. I was lost for words and the only thing I could think to say was yeah.
I turned to walk back upstairs and I felt nahmir hit my ass. This is a fucking dream I must be high as hell right now or something.
I went upstairs and found an outfit to wear. I had on a light pink shirt and pink hat to match with my white and pink Jordan's that nahmir bought me.
I then looked around the room for my pink MCM book bag that nahmir bought me aswell. I found it and put it on. I looked at myself in the mirrior the bruise majority healed and I looked cute. I took a picture and put it on my snap Chat.
I walked back downstairs and all the niggas was still here.
"Come here" nahmir called. I eased my way passed the boys and I felt their eyes on my ass.
"You look nice" nahmir said sizing me.
"Thankyou" I blushed a little. What the hell was that if he would've said that a couple days ago I would've gotten smart with him. Now all I can do is blush and shit smh sorry Travis I might be the highest in the room rn.
"Sit down" nahmir said I looked at him like he was crazy. All the sitting space was taken.
"Imma go upstairs" I said but he grabbed me by my waist and pulled my onto his lap.
"Nope you stayin right here" he said.
A couple minutes later
"You bitch!!" I yelled. I was playing 2k20 with this maybe white maybe Hispanic boy i met who's name is manny.
"Chill out you still winning" nahmir said. I rolled my eyes at him.
"Manny dont make me come over there" I said as he stole the ball.
"Told you I was gonna win" he said just a I stole the ball. Everybody in the room starts laughing. I shot the ball and it went in and i jumped up as everybody cheered.
"Thought so" I said sitting back down on nahmir's lap.
"Whatever I got you next time" Manny said throwing down the controller.
"Damn dezzy bad" jay said daping me up.
"Better know it" I laughed.
"Who next?" I said looking around the room.
"Me" Jay said picking up the controller Manny had threw down. We start the game and it was 6 to 4 I was winning.
Then i felt someone sucking on my neck. I already knew it was nahmir.
"Nahmir stop" I said still looking at the screen.
"Dezzy...no" he said pulling me closer to him.
"Stop you making me lose" I said as I missed the shot. I liked what he was doing but I'm not about to let him know that.
"Nahmir you ready we going to check on glizzy" one the boys said I think his name is Chris. Nahmir looked like he wanted to slap the boy for interrupting him.
"Yea" nahmir said I stood up and nahmir followed.
"Pause the game" i yelled at jay. Jay laughed and paused it.
"tryna cheat and shit" I said putting down the controller.
I dusted myself off. Then I ran upstairs cause i had to use the bathroom. I looked in the miror and saw the hickey on my neck.
"Nahmir" I yelled. He walked in with a smirk on his face.
"Really?" I said looking at him.
"Just telling those niggas you mine" he said wrapping his arm around my waist. No matter how bad I wanted to I couldn't take him serious so I was sarcastic.
"Your a fucking goofy" I laughed walking out of the bathroom.
