My hands were trembling, the phone in hands was not stable after reading that text from him ...
Okay so I know I don't have control over my emotions sometimes and I don't hate you and I have don't have any problem with you just sending okay ,yes etc ,not getting too much excited and not sending heart emojis
I have started noticing everything
I have started to like you
I am sorry I had to confess
Why is this happening now?....why is he doing this to me ..why is he just getting my hopes up when he will be back to sulking for her...writing for her ....loving her
Why me?...why is it always me to suffer and not anyone else .
My phone fell from my hands and landed on my bed with a muffled thud I looked at the message again with wide eyes and tears threatening to fall any minute
No
No you dont
I send the message with shaky hands and kept the phone close to heart ,
Tears falling down my eyes, I couldn't control them anymore.
Why is he saying that he likes me when he wrote something for her showing how heartbroken he is?
Why did I even do to deserve this?
I was full on sobbing now when I felt my phone vibrate
I wiped my tears with trembling hands and unlocked my phone to see the message
I do
But oh well you believe whatever you want
I just denied
I just denied whatever he said
I closed my eyes ,when my hands started to shake uncontrollably going numb in the process ,my cheeks went numb ,cold sweat visible ,head throbbing badly and spinning too my breathing was unsteady and my chest started hurt
Another anxiety attack
I just curled up into a ball ,trying to calm myself down
I just had one thought in my mind
Why me?
