I offered him some of my brother's cloths which he gladly accepted because of how much he was shivering, I showed him the bathroom and came to my room after that and as soon as I entered my room closed the door and leaned against it for support .....Both physical and how I wish moral too.
My legs gave in immediately and I just collapsed on the ground breathing heavily I rested my head against the door and closed my eyes evaluating the whole situation when I heard the bathroom door open and close and then the footstep coming towards my room and then the knock ....three times to be exact, he knocked three times and I just jumped out of my dazed state and realized that I have not changed yet.
"Can you wait a bit?"
I asked in a hushed voice because of my closeness to the door and his too as he just hummed and replied a quite 'ok'.
I quickly changed into some clean clothes which were comfortable yet presentable because of you know......obvious reasons.
I opened the door of room and he was still just standing there staring into space, he then suddenly popped back and looked at me and smiled
"Can I come in?"
He asked and I just nodded glowering a bit.
He just came in and sat on my bed and I just followed him and eased off myself beside him keeping a good amount of distance between us.
We were quiet again.
Déjà-vu
When he suddenly gripped my hand and pulled me towards him into a tight hug, I didn't have a chance to even process what going on I just remained frozen in place just absorbing the situation.
How I could feel his ragged breath on my neck, his chin on my shoulder, one of his hand holding my hand slowing intertwining it with mine and his other hand tightly clutching my waist as if he doesn't want to let go....ever.
But reality soon dawned upon me and I tried to push him away from me but he wouldn't let go even on my budging, he held onto me tightly and I kept on struggling to push him away.
"Please Rehaan.....I don't want this" I pleaded with tears almost brimming in my eyes.
"Ple-ase"
And I almost turned to stone......did his voice cracked again?
I don't know where I got the guts from but I kept one of my hands on his cheeks and slowing faced him and I was completely shocked by the looks of it, he held tears in his eyes and with the same tear-filled eyes he was looking at me and I just looked at him shocked,
He closed his eyes and the stray tears crawled down his cheeks
I quickly followed my reflex and wiped his tears with my thumb and hugged him.
This time, I was hugging him too ...tightly wrapping my arms around his neck and both of his arms enveloped around my waist securely and his head buried in the crook of my neck.
"I love you" he whispered
I froze on my spot.....why...just why now.
What should I do when the next thing I want to do is kiss him and want to just run away too.
What should I do when I want to fall in love with him when I know he still loves Suzy?
I pulled away from the hug and looked down at my hands not saying a thing.
"Maya ......please ....just one last chance" he almost begged I glanced at him and he quickly cupped my cheeks and leaned in slightly.
I squeezed my eyes shut and waited for the sensation.....I could almost feel him in front of me now his breath fanning near my nose and then I felt the sweetest sensation ever.
He softly placed his lips upon mine, at first he stayed still but soon he started moving his lips, continuously kissing mine, my lips just stayed still because of awkwardness, shyness and what not, but slowly I just melted in.
It was the feeling of true bliss when I could feel both our lips moving in sync, slowly I wrapped my hands around his neck and pulled him closer and he did the same with my waist, soon we ended the kiss away but didn't pull away, he then kissed my forehead lightly, then both my eyes, lightly my nose and then again my lips.
I smiled into the kiss and I could feel him smiling too
But what crashed my whole world was the next thing he said
"I love you Suzy.....so so much"
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ha!......i feel evil now but wait up!!
