"Love the TOMS" - One Direction Louis Fanfic

Part 16

He came and sat next to me on the bench. There was an awkward silence for about a minute, until he broke it by saying my name.

"Yes?" I replied back. 

"I'm really sorry for leaving suddenly last night, but Chloe and Harry's announcement made me realise something." "What's that?"

"That we're rushing things, you're only 18 and I'm only 19. Everyone was happy about Chloe getting pregnant but no one actually thought how young they are, and this baby could have massive effects on both their lives, and the band." 

"So what are you saying?" I asked, even though I knew exactly where it was going. 

"I'm really sorry Emily, I do love you but I can't do this anymore."

"We're breaking up?" I said with a huge lump in my throat and trying to force back tears.

"Yes, I'm not ready for any of this."

"Ok." I said. When Louis had made up his mind there was no changing it, so I didn't even bother. As he walked off into the fog, I turned the other way and felt tears streaming down my face. I don't know why he had reacted so badly, its not like I was pregnant, and we were getting on so well. I started to reminisce about when I first met Louis, how much of a fan I was of him, and how I had always dreamt of going out with him, even though I knew it would never happen. I could remember our first kiss so vividly. I felt the biggest fireworks, like they say in films, but we clicked instantly. All the memories from the past couple of months came flooding back, and I just broke down into tears. After about ten minutes, I decided I was doing myself no good sitting here, so I walked back to my house. As I put my earphones in Louis' solo in 'Moments' came on, which I couldn't handle so I ended up running home. 

I woke up at about 7pm in my bed and I found Niall sitting at the end of it. 

"How did you get in?" I asked him. 

"Your mum's home, and she let me in." He smiled. "I heard, by the way." His smiled vanished. 

I then remembered everything that had happened earlier and started to cry. 

"No, don't cry, sh." 

He hugged me but I just cried into his shoulder.