"Love the TOMS" - One Direction Louis Fanfic

Part 19

It had been two months since Louis and I broke up. I thought I would be over it by now, and in a way I was, but I actually missed him more than ever. I stayed in contact and still met up with the boys but whenever I saw him he always looked away. He was never himself, not even in interviews or anything like that. Sarah and Liam & Chloe and Harry were still together. Chloe was showing a bit now, and her and Harry were getting everything ready for the baby. 

Everyone was going out to a pub, including Louis, so I said I would miss it, but Chloe, Beth and Sarah forced me to go. They came and picked me up at 12 and I was just wearing brown jeans and a red jumper from Topshop, and some brown brogues. When we got there, all of the boys were already sat at a big table. Unsurprisingly, Louis immediately looked down when I walked in which made me feel really uncomfortable. But the rest were pleased to see me. 

"How did you do in your exams Emily?" Liam asked, enthusiastically. 

"I did well, I was really pleased."

"That's good." He smiled. "So no more college then?"

"Nope, I've finished now."

"Lucky you, have you got a job?"

"Not yet, I haven't really looked. I'm not going to do another big to start off with, just a little job." 

"Ah okay."

For about half an hour, I could feel Louis watching me, but whenever I looked back at him, he would turn around, in a cold way. It made me feel really upset because I still loved him, and I could tell he hated me. I didn't really know what I had done wrong though...

In the end, I got quite frustrated about it, and nearly ended up in tears. Instead, I quickly headed to the toilet, but without any notification, so people could tell something was wrong. I just sat in the cubical crying when someone started knocking on the door. 

"Emily?"...