Kasam Se (✔) General Fiction

5-Their Meet

Last week we met for the last time, to invite him for my wedding. Its difficult really difficult to give your first love your wedding invitation card but alas I've to do it, I never had a choice.

"Maan" I called him with my shaking voice. He was standing their facing his back .

"Nannu" he called and here I am trying really hard to not let the traitor i.e. my tears spilled out of my eyes.

"Hmm oh... yeah here is my wedding card" I completed the sentence with great difficulty.

"Main nahi aa paunga( I won't be able to come)" he spilled out and my tears betrayed me huhh like always.

"Q(why)" I asked

"I am moving to Singapore same day as your wedding" and my eyes shot open in his direction.

"Ek din ke liye ruk jaao phir chale jaana (just stay for one day and then leave), please I need you that day" I cried keeping my head on his chest.

"You don't need me and most important thing you need to learn to move without my support" he said with a poker face and I looked towards him trying to filter his words.

"Need to move bye take care and have a happy married life, Kiran is waiting for me" he tried to kiss my forehead but I pushed him hard .

"Haan jayen naa Kiran ke pass(yaa pleas go to Kiran), why you need me 'now' " I turn and left the place instantly without giving him a glance.

I returned home after an hour or so and locked my self in my room and cried incoherently. I never knew that is it because he told me that he won't come on wedding or because he was giving Kiran not so needed importance. Urghh.

Oh by the way Kiran is his friend from NIT when he thought to betray me for the first time in life when he decided to do engineering instead of becoming a doctor huhhh.

'Rita sahi kehti hai ye teenage larko pe kabhi bharosa nai karna chahiye(Rita is right we shouldn't trust this teenage guys)'

"Nannu come down we have to go for shopping" Maa called me from the hall.

"Coming" I replied.

"What's wrong with you people, my marriage is going to take place after three months or so the why this hustle bustle now" I asked furiously keeping my lunch at halt.

"Its necessary sweety" papa replied and I raised my eyebrow and asked "why what's the need".

"Because from mid of next month we have to look for decorators, book caterers and henna designers, buy groceries and many more as this is the wedding month and the best will be booked if we delay" Raj uncle replied.

I nodded in understanding.

"And we need to buy the best clothing and jewellery for all your functions and for your big day" Vandana aunty added.

I smiled seeing her concern.

"Papa we will have a sangeet and a bachhellorate for Di please" Ria pleaded with her puppy eyes and my grandfather immediately agreed to her plead and she squeals in joy after all she is going to witness her first wedding, my pumpkin.

We left after two in the afternoon for shopping as we have decided to take dinner outside and as planned we booked table for us. Of course why not who all goes for shopping nowadays with twenty five members all together.

As soon as we entered the shopping mall all eyes were gazing at us amazed you know the reason joint family effect, all of us left small chuckle or giggle towards their widen eyes.

After half an hour-

"Di try this" Ria shouted.

"No this lehenga is much more pretty than what you chose" Rick argued.

"O please bhai you are a boy you don't know our choices, we have our standard" Ria defended.

Will anyone the girl who just defended herself is just four and half years old.Sigh.

Like this we ended our shopping for clothes, day after tomorrow is the day to shop for jewellery. Yayyie. Yay I know I am in a gloomy mood but Indian bridal jewellery is my first love.

After seven and half hours-

We entered the restaurant that we booked, and as soon as we entered we heard loud gasps of people every single person their turned towards us amazed and we all chuckled audibly.

We completed our food and returned and then the sudden realization hit me how the days are passing without my notice and the day for my haldi arrived and the funniest part is that I never took an interest to know about my would be husband name although my family insisted or I would say forced me but I was not ready as a result they gave up.

This stubbornness is going to kill me for sure. The feeling to not to accept him as my husband and not giving him the place where my heart always wanted Man to be. But today some one else is getting that place is pricking my heart to an extent where I can't handle the pain and need to shout it out, but my misfortune of the day didn't allowed me to do so. Sad sigh.

The thought of not accepting my would be husband with all my heart pricks me to no extent. Me giving more importance to Maan after marriage kills me all day and night.

The thought of deceiving him kill me every second but ignoring my heart I dared to listen to my brain who was right at this point, to move on from Maan and accept Mr. Unknown as my husband and I hope this bring me out of the guilt trip that I am going through.