Everything happens for a reason

This all started on February 24, but my feelings go way back. On October I started having feelings for you and at the time you were flirting with my best guy friend. I was dying to tell you everything I felt but what was the purpose of saying it? Being rejected? No. I didn't tell you my feelings until months later. All that time you flirted with him, you fell for him, you even planned a small wedding ceremony with him and for what? You never saw him, he lied to you, he played you and you still gave him more chances.

Eventually I told you how I felt but i knew you couldn't correspond to these feelings. Guess I fell for the wrong person. Again.

One day he told me to just kiss you. If i didn't i would regret it all my life. So I did and that's what happened on February 24. We were at school. It was studyhall. I told my teacher I was going to give the spanish teacher some papers or my notebook. I don't really remember. Anyways that day I remember it as if it was today. Your teacher was absent and your cover was the biology teacher. You told the teacher the same excuse as me.

We went to the spanish room above the lunch room. I gave her my notebook and suddenly i felt my heart racing. In my head all I could think "oh my god it's going to happen. I don't even remember how to kiss! Oh my god! I'm going to mess this up so badly"

When we got to the bathroom I thought my heart was going to pop put of my chest. I was so freaking nervous. I wanted to kiss you I tried to get close but the nerves were so much. You told me to feel your heart and then I knew you felt the same. We waisted like twenty minutes doing nothing but trying to get over our nervousness. After a while I got brave and leaned closer to you but then you started getting even more nervous. "ok now its you who's afraid". We kissed. It wasn't amazing but it wasn't half bad. It had been a long time since both of us had kissed but I had told you i had kissed someone before to not seem like such a loser.

All I could do was think and talk about the kiss even to myself. No one could take the smile i had off my face. The teacher tried but it didn't work.

On February 26 we kissed again in study hall and at the end of the school day and this time it was much better since we lost all the nervousness. Well not completely you were still nervous. I could tell your heart was beating really fast and I liked knowing I had that effect on you.

All I could think about were your lips and how amazing it felt to kiss them. I had kissed girls before but I hadn't had so much chemistry with any of them. Not even my biggest crush Janice. But that's another story.

On February 27 at 3 o'clock we were supposed to go down to our new school day care because apparently we can't take care of ourselves after 2:15. It was all because the fifth graders made holes in the fences to go buy limbers almost everyday at a house nearby the school. Those little bastards.

Anyways that day I remember my ex best guy friend gabriel, the one you flirted with, sent you a letter. He apologized and said a lot of bullshits that don't quite affect our story. You read that letter to me and we just waisted time until I couldn't hold on any longer. I wanted to kiss you and you insisted that we should leave but Then you noticed the reason we were there for. We kissed a little but it wasn't good. I wanted to keep going but those damn teachers had to pass through there so we left for the day care.

You know those random days were people do really unexpected things? Well March 17 was one of those days. I don't know why but the bed was extremely comfy that day. We were talking on the phone and I started humping the bed gently and slow and started moaning on the phone. You started getting turned on and you suggested we had phone sex. I thought about it a little and finally I said yes.

It was one of the funniest most exotic things i have ever done. I had done it before but then again our chemistry made everything a thousand times better. Anyways you started giving me instructions on what to do because I guess it made you feel comfortable. We started moaning and touching. I hadn't finished but i could tell you did so i decided to stop. Everything with you is so amazing. Especially what happened on March 18.

The best things are the ones that just happen. Like us. And like the library make out. We were sitting at a table with a friend. She was writing or drawing or something. I leaned in close to your ear and whispered "I'm dying to kiss you". I don't remember how but you went to talk to the librarians and then went to the back of the library. Obviously I went back there.

We kissed a little and then decided that in order for us to not be seen we had to sit on the floor behind a table that was there. We did and we started kissing. It seemed like we were going to lay on top of each other right there and then. None of our other kisses compared to this one. This was the most passionate one. We made out for a really long time. Even when our friend decided to join us in the back of the library we kept kissing. When we got to the day care if I'm not mistaken our friend told me that we were really into the kiss and that we didn't make any sounds. I hoped that it was a good thing. When we talked in the afternoon she told me she wanted to get on top of me but our friend came over and she didn't. I wanted to kill our friend so badly because her on top of me would have taken everything to the next level. But shit happens.