The Dream *Matthew Espinosa fanfic*

Chapter 23

Kailani's Pov

"Hey.." he awkwardly said and rubbed his neck.

"So...what do you want?"

He looked down to the ground and looked back up to me and our eyes met. I got butterflies in my stomach. Like the first time we met 4 months ago. I looked away breaking the stare. I can't fall for him again. He broke my heart, I can't let that happen to me again.

"Listen Ka-"

"-Why did you kiss her?"

"W-w-what?"

"Why did you kiss her?"

I stood up from the couch, walked to him, and crossed my arms, "Answer me Espinosa."

"I didn't kiss her."

I scoffed and rolled my eyes then sat back at the couch with my arms crossed staring at the wall.

"Back," he said.

"What," I turned my head to him with arms still crossed.

"I didn't kiss her back... Kai.. You know I wouldn't do that. I was about to walk into starbucks then she grabbed my wrist and pulled me to her. I asked, 'What are you doing?' But she cut me off by kissing me. It was like for 5 secs. You should know, I would never really cheat on you Kai."

"S-s-she said that you said that -you love h-her." I said crying. I dont know why I'm crying though, I just feel sadness in my heart.

"Baby don't cry," he ran to me and sat next to me on the couch holding my hands in his hands. I looked down and stared at my thighs. Fatass. I thought to myself. Cassie was right I'm a fatass, "Kailani... I love you okay? I really do. Don't cry over her okay.."

I looked up and looked at him straight into the eye.

"Their not long lasting."

"What?" I heard him say as I got up to leave the couch. I was still wearing my pink sweater and black leggings. This is all Matthew's fault if he would've just let me go with Cam I would've never got-kidnapped. I remembered to myself. I was about go into the elevator till I stopped myself. I ran as fast as I could back to the room. And went straight to my room avoiding Matthew.

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I laid on my bed staring at the ceiling for over an hour. 'Their not long lasting' I told myself. When I heard him say 'I love you' thats all I thought in my head. I heard my stomach growl and I was about to go eat until I remembered 'fatass' I sat back down at the edge of my bed and checked my phone, *7:47 pm* I shrugged and picked out some running shorts and a Nike tshirt. I went into the bathroom and took a nice cold shower. As I got out of the bathroom and changed I looked into the mirror and wiped the fog to clear the mirror to see myself clearer. Does Matthew love me?

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A/N sorry for short chapter 🙊 might update 2mmr. By loves :))