Back in Black (Antisepticeye x Reader) D!

Jump ~ Three

You've seen this place before, it was the first place you met Sean. A calming park with a nice pond in the middle of it. He sat on a bench awaiting your arrival, nervous out of his mind.

You had thought the park would be a perfect destination because he knew where it was and it was close to his house.

You had never met in real life but on skype and texting. You nearly talked everyday, sometimes for hours but most of the times it was quick and simple.

This time you wanted to meet for real, he was more persistent about it than you but you still yearned meeting him.

You remember when he saw you sing a song about him he Dmed you (SLIDE IN) and it carried to exchanging numbers and so on.

This park had a darker tinge to it, Sean was not sitting on the bench but gripping the sides of a bridge nearby.

He looked horrified like someone was telling him to jump, you couldn't scream out to him. It was like you were mute.

So there you walked, taking one step after another your feet feel felt like they were tied to a building. Clomping on the ground they felt so so heavy.

The traffic was hazardous, car after car they didn't stop but kept zooming by, way past the speed limit.

You looked around for a cross walk, maybe even a stop sign but there was nothing. Just cars and Sean.

You wondered how he got over there with how fast the cars were going.

And once you saw him try and pull his feet up the rail you wanted to shriek.

Taking a step onto the road the car in front of you skid to stop, giving a smile you went from one car to another trying not to go get hit.

A four car lane, two going into town, two not.

You had gotten to the third with just a hair of space, each lane getting progressively closer to you when they stopped.

The fourth was a challenge as it was going was faster than the past three. You looked both sides of the third lane the car waiting for you, had no driver.

Looking ahead of you at Sean he had both feet onto the railing, wanting to save him you ran to save him.

And just when you though it couldn't get any worse a car hit you, it's loud treacherous noise filling your ears as your body skid onto the sidewalk.

Your vision was black as your ears rang horribly, you were laying there in a puddle of your own blood.

You could finally realize why Sean was so terrified because you heard a voice that kept chanting "Jump" over and over.

When you had finally opened your eyes the world around you looked blurry, like you were trying to see something under water.

But, you could at least make out one thing, it was Anti. Standing right behind Sean, his hand planted on his back.

Your eyes widened as you crawled to get up from the concrete, you were so weak you could barely think. You wanted to scream and yell at him but you couldn't.

Your body burned, you were covered in blood, some of it was in your mouth, and the voices gave you a headache.

They started to scream the word jump as you struggled to get to your feet. Once you were on them, the felt very wobbly.

You looked up in Anti's black eyes, a giggle left his mouth, starting to burst into full chaotic laughter.

"Your so stupid." He mumbled.

The screaming stopped as the world went quiet, you looked and the cars had stopped, everything had stopped.

You heard a quiet whisper in your ear that you made out to say "push him."

And as soon at it started it was over, Sean was falling towards the water. With anti holding his chest from how hard he was laughing.

You screamed, regaining your voice, as you went over to the bridge and throwing your hand over as if you could catch him.

"So scared? Why don't you join him?"

You fell backwards watching Anti get smaller and smaller as you just screamed and cried clawing at the air wanting to go back.

It made your stomach churn, you didn't even want to see how far you were from the ground. But what if Sean had jumped and you weren't pushed.

What would you do then?
Who would tell his fans that he mysteriously committed suicide?
They would have thought you pushed him.

You couldn't have lived with that.
People hating you because you "pushed" their dear Jacksepticeye off a bridge.
Yeah totally socially acceptable.

"I love you Sean." You screamed, wanting to say the truth before you died.

"I was sick and tired of you being with Signe, I wanted to take her place. It made me jealous okay!"

You closed you eyes waiting for the impact of the water, basically waiting for your death. But the unbelievable happened, you stopped falling, your body was just stuck in place just millimeters from the water below.

"Your disgusting."
It was Antis voice.
"How embarrassing. What if he found out, what would he have said?"

You didn't want to know anymore, the ice cold water submerged your body as you screamed into it.

Water collecting in your mouth and piling in your lungs. You couldn't resurface, you just kept sinking lower and lower into the ice cold freezing water.

Looking around you saw Sean's lifeless body staring right at you, frowning.
"Why didn't you save me?"

A/N:
Don't jump.
Don't take that risk.