20 days until BTS's concert
"I was wondering" Jake started, "what's been up with you lately?"
We've been talking on the phone for almost an hour even though we've talked after school. It had only been a few days, but I was already getting tired of him. He was sweet, but that was all there was to him. No brains, no good humor, just a lot of clinginess.
"What do you mean?" I asked defensively.
"It's just that...I don't know, you've been kind of distant".
He was right, I was.
Before that night at the bus stop, I thought I liked him. I really did. After it, though, I realized that all I really wanted is to fill the void in my empty heart. I needed a distraction. I needed someone who will cherish me.
"What are you talking about? You know I like you"
"Well, I don't like you..." What?!
"I love you" he finished.
Shit. Right now? Really?
Silence.
What was I supposed to say? I didn't want to lie to him and I didn't want to hurt him. Besides, who says they love someone after just a few days?
"Hello?" he checked if I was there. I was so scared that I just stayed quiet and waited for him to hang up which he eventually did.
I didn't know why I was feeling this way. Then, it hit me. More like notification-ed me.
BTS_twt tweeted:
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I feel like I love you more than him, Tae, probably the rest of the guys, too, and I haven't even heard you say my name yet, I thought to myself.
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Jake's POV
I knew that sweet-talking her would just push her away, which is what I wanted.
Frankly, I've never really liked her, but when I heard that Tana's best friend has a huge crush on me, I knew that I had to make a move. That way I could get close to Tana.
I didn't want to hurt Y/N, but Tana was the real deal. Sweet, sassy, beautiful. The way her long hair would fall over her shoulders while she would check her phone very-so-often in the middle of class or the way she would stare blankly at the board with those beautiful hazel eyes and voluminous lashes, I could stare at her forever.
Y/N was just a bridge that I needed to cross in order to get to the pretty beach, or in this case, the pretty bitch.
Hopefully, this won't end badly.
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tanabanana: he said wat
you: ikr it's crazy, like we just started d8ing
tanabanana: hes takin it way 2 fast
like slow down boi dis ain no Mario Kartyou: lol rite?
tanabanana: myb u should like tell him dat u dont feel the same way
you: idk if I do tbh
tanabanana: u need 2 know, dis ain no trick q, its a yeah or nah q
you: well since u put me on the spot: nah
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can yall just like imagine that the guys have a certain hair color bc i like putting the pics that i like and honestly idgaf about the color, they change colors every comeback and the color fades etc. does it really matter? it's my story boo bye
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