Banana: im w/ Jake and i have been since u guys hooked up. i had to tell u, sorry. dont h8 me lol lysm
"I cannot fucking believe this!" I screamed in the middle of lunch, slamming my fork into the tortilla I've ordered. Jin gasped loudly while the rest of the guys studied my expression closely, trying not to make me even more angry than I was. Cautiously, Taehyung leaned over my shoulder to read the text I had displayed on my phone screen. I let him because I wanted them to know, but I couldn't tell them myself because I was speechless.
"It says that her boyfriend, I'm guessing, is cheating on her with her friend" Taehyung announced.
"You have a boyfriend?" Jungkook was in shock.
"What- No. He's my ex-boyfriend" I rolled my eyes.
"So was he a bad boyfriend or is she a bad friend?" Yoongi questioned.
I thought about it for a few seconds, but then answered confidently: "Both".
"How do you feel?" Hoseok tried to help.
"I'm mad. I'm sad. I want to drown myself in tears and ice cream and I don't feel the need to go back to my country anymore. She was my only friend there and he was the only guy I'd liked before I left. I feel betrayed and disgusted. In fact, I lost my appetite. I can't eat a tortilla, for Christ's sake! My favorite Spanish food!" I put my face in my hands, covering it, hoping that I won't start crying over such a stupid thing. Fortunately, I felt better telling them my feelings, so I now only felt angry.
"Well, do you want to hear my opinion?" Hoseok asked while I nodded eagerly, "I think that it's okay to feel every single emotion that you're feeling right now. You can cry and eat or go sky-diving, either way at some point you will let go of those awful emotions and start focusing on new people that make you happy. I hope that we could be those people" he flashed me his beautiful teeth, outstretching his arm across the table so that it would meet mine, holding my hand gently, "And if not, someone will come and make your life suck just a little bit less"
"Wow. I've never saw Hoseok like this" Namjoon admired Hobi's sudden softness, "but he's right, even though we've been through some ups and downs, at least we didn't kiss your boyfriend" he chuckled.
"Too soon" Jin bumped him with his shoulder.
"It's fine, I get it" I laughed.
"We love you, Y/N", Jungkook said, "Some of us in a sister way, and some of us in a different way" he smirked looking down at the last part, "but we love you and we would do anything to make you feel better" Jimin and Yoongi smiled at me, holding hands.
"Hopefully this isn't your entire speech for the rest of the book" Taehyung chuckled.
"What book?" Hoseok asked.
"Nothing" Taehyung winked at me.
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"Before I go up, can we have a quick word?" Jungkook asked me, pulling me aside.
"Shoot" I encouraged him to start his vent.
"First of all, I like you. No, I love you" he held both of my arms, looking into my eyes, scanning them carefully, waiting for my response. When I didn't immediately answer, he continued. "But...you're not the only one I love" he breathed out.
"I'm aware, you're not helping" I chuckled weakly. I'd already accepted the fact that he liked Taehyung, but saying that he loves as both really isn't helping me get over him. I almost had sex with him after our first date!
"It's just that...I'm confused. I want to love you more than...him" he looked to the side, probably weirded out that he said that he liked a guy, "but I don't. I love you both equally and it's tearing me apart" he bit his lip, trying to stay calm even though it was obvious that he wanted to cry, "But I need you to know that you're amazing. I really wanted us to work. I still do. Could you please help me?" he stared at me with his puppy-eyes, slightly pouting as if he was begging me.
"Help you with what?"
"I-"
"We've been calling you for the past five minutes! Come on!" Namjoon yelled, causing Jungkook to jump and quickly run to the stage, mouthing a fast "Later". I chuckled and saluted him.
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well fuck i can't always write long chapters.
i'm thinking of writing an only smut book lol thoughts?
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Love is a Lie//BTSXReader
Fanfic>>the hallway was filled with whimpers out of pleasure and wet, skin to skin contact. he really wasn't taking it easy on Jimin>every time his hand went over my cock I wanted something tighter>how can someone so handsome get hard at the sight of an o...
