Behind these blue eyes

I cant lose you too

Fucking title man
Big hero 6 hit me right in the feels

Ok the story can start now.

After filming lunchtime with smosh, i looked over at anthony, he was still pretending to be dead, lying on the floor. i smiled, then gave a little chuckle. /Damn, anthony is so freaking cute, i love it when i get to spend the whole day with him/Anthony sits up. I start to frown a little. "What do you think will happen once you and kalel get married?" Ian asks. "I dunno" anthony replies. "Will we still be filming smosh and the other thousand channels we have?" anthony giggles. "I want to, but im not sure, we'll just have to see" Ian looks disappointed. "it'll be okay though, don't worry" Ian gets up and goes onto the couch and sits there. Anthony follows. "What's wrong?" He asks. "I just...i cant lose you too. You're the only thing i have left okay and i just think i will miss you terribly if we drift apart " i let out a tear and look down
"Ian look at me, i promise, i will never leave you" anthony says with a smile on his face. He reaches out to hug me. He wipes my tear away and asks if i wanna go out to eat.

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Later when we got pizza, i was thinking about anthony. The way he knows what to say and makes me feel happy. Ive always liked him, like "like" him. Yeah, in that way... But just when i was going to tell him. He found kalel, he said that she made him happy, that crushed me. And when i saw the video on their channel "A romantic day in japan" i was so upset. Yes, you could say its a huge crush. I was so distracted with things on my mind that i forgot that anthony was here. "Ian" he says with a confused look on his face. "Yeah?" I say pretending like i was listening and not in another world. "Are you ok? Your usually more talkative" he says. "Yeah im fine, just still recovering from before." I say trying not to act upset. "FIRST BITE" i say trying to change the subject. I take a huge bite of my pizza. "Haha, its all over my face" i say. Then regret seconds later. "That what your mum said last night" anthony says. I roll my eyes, i asked for that.